Kidnap my heart.

I Look To You.

2011-12-29T15:03:00.001+08:00

The title was totally random haha, it just so happened I was listening to it while thinking of an oh-so-random title to write. It's really good! I love the cover by Mercedes in Glee^^ If you have time, go listen to it!

So, I guess that's the song of the day! The lyrics are really inspirational, and it always never fails to make me feel better when I'm having my sickness attack. Yeah, some depression thing, low self-esteem. ><

Anyway, my auntie just called to see if I was free on Saturday, she wanted to bring me out on a lunch date. Alone. Crap Crap Crap. She must have found out my sickness and is going to give me some counselling session, since she is a counsellor. God, I am dead. Blame it on my big mouthed mother and sister.

Yesterday, I'm glad to say Timothy talked to me! Well, indirectly, but still...^^

And DAMN THAT KIRMAINE she almost leaked out the fact that I liked...James. To Timothy. His brother.

I don't feel like writing an update, I just want to watch Glee. Haha, sowwy!

Anyway, here's the quote of the day!

The worst thing about being lied to is simply knowing

you weren’t worth the truth.

If I had an British Accent, I'll never shut up.

Where are you, my confidence?

2011-12-26T19:19:00.000+08:00

I cried in the shopping mall just now. Crap. The tears just kept flowing down. I hate my face. I hate the dots on it. I can't even bear to type out the correct term for 'dots' or whatever shit. My parents don't understand.

Sigh. I can't walk in the streets without makeup, or asking every five seconds--"Is my face okay?" I can't walk confidently. I have to lower my head and use my hair to cover my face. I can't look at people straight in the eye. I control my laughter because my face turns red when I do. I hate running. I hate bright places. I hate the Sun. I hate the stares. I hate how people judge me.

It's awful.

But I am me. I have to accept the fact, although I swear I will bash up the next person that asks me "Whoa what happened to your face " or "When was the last time you washed your face?" because don't you know we people wash our face the most often, we're the cleanest, so shut that crappy hole planted on your face for nothing.

I listen to this song, and it makes me feel much better immediately. So, listen to it, whether you got zits, whether you're anorexic, fat, specky, ugly. Know that you're pretty. Let it out, don't bottle it in.

Sometimes I feel ugly, but then I remember that God loves me for who I am, and then I'm gorgeous.

Santa Baby

2011-12-25T17:58:00.002+08:00

Oh my freaking yeah, you've seen correctly! Starting from today, I'm blogging--again!

First things first, it's Xmas today, and Baby All I Want For Christmas is...an elder brother! So please, Santa, if you're hearing and seeing this, please grant me my wish. Even though it'll be freaky if a hot grown boy came knocking on our door to tell us, "Hey, you might be surprised, but please don't. Anyway, I'm your elder brother and I'm called Blaine."

Secondly, I've been writing a book called ' She's Some Lucky Girl' on Wattpad! It's quite successful, to me of course. So, if you guys have the time, do use it wisely--go and read it! You won't regret it, definitely.

Here's the link, of course ^U^

Link to my Wattpad Profile!

Thirdly, I'm in love with Glee! I'm officially a Gleek, so to celebrate Christmas, let's get into the festive glee xmas feel! Here's a song for you to boogie to!

Now, for the main point to why I'm ranting here. I'll really burst if I don't! So, everyone knows where Hokkaido is right? The perfect white wonderland where it snows marshmallows! Nah, just kidding. ~~Oh, I've got to go to my grandfather's house, so Adios till now!~~

I'm baaaaaaack! Oh yeah, bam bam doo doo doo doo doo doo bam bam, doo doo, bam bam! I am in misery, there ain't nobodeh who can comfort me~

Mehhh just messing with you haha. My Hokkaido trip was aweeeeeeesome to the maaaax! The food was fabulous, the scenery was breathtaking, the snow was fantastic, and the best--the people in the tour group.

I just got so many little heart-stopping moments everytime their eyes and mine meet. It's like they fell down from heaven and crashed into the bus. They were all so awegeous. I'll slowly explain each and every one aspect of the trip (with photos!) the next time I blog, okay? Promise!

And now I'm struggling with my new chapter. OH, just to tell you--I'm addicted to twitter now^^

And... MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Ducky Momo Rocks booyeahhh!

Wattpad FTW.

2011-10-19T18:18:00.000+08:00

LOLOLOLOL I'm sooo in love with Wattpad.

LOVE IT.

Love it.

love it.

Could say it a hundred times more.

Shall I?

Maybe some other day then.

Keep this brief and short. Here are my favourite books.

Enjoy!

Surviving the Mclane Boys.

it makes me wanna melt , like seriously. I'm jealous of that fictionous girl.

My life with the Walter Boys

squeal squeal! AHHHHH!! This book is killing me! The unfinished sequel is killing me too!

Late Summer Rains.

i cried like a baby in this one. tragically beautiful.

Hey Mr Kidnapper, can you give me a ride home?

i laughed and cried and laughed and cried for this. fantastic plot. nawwwww.

Dateless and Deadly

oooooh spicy. this book is so ...fantasizing?

The billion dollar girl.

simply hilarious. and sweet.

I'm currently reading tons of other books, but none of them can beat these...classics? Lol. Anyway, see ya guise while i'd be nerding around reading these books...nerdily!

My to-be-done-in-holis-stuff^^

2011-10-19T18:04:00.001+08:00

My goshhhh~ How long have I not updated this blog? Since Oct...? Oh wait, it's still October. But Jean's still been Naughty, Naughty....

Anyways, Exams are over, freedom at last! Until...tomorrow.... Shit.

Results out tomorrow. SHIT. Wish me luck then ><

Seraphina's birthday yesterday, had tons of fun. Explain more in the next post...Alright?

Back to the main topic. What I want to achieve in the holidays. Which means I will be reposting this post again, at the end of the dechols, and then strike out those achievements which, I, the awesome fabulous Jean , has achieved.

Here goes !

To-be-done-in-holis-stuff:

1. Get rid of my pimples><
2.Go out with my friends.
3.Meet up with my oldie friends!
4.Get contact lenses.
5.Study beforehand.
6.Learn a new language. (Mostly french..i hope)
7.Learn a new instrument(Piano? Guitar?)
8.Pick up a new sport(Bowling? Inline Skating? Swimming?)
9.Exercise everyday (Ohmai, im very hesitant bout this one)
10.Serve the community (I'd rather slack tho:/)
11.Slack (YAY i like this one)
12. Read 10 new english books .
13.Read 10 new chinese books.
14.Help babysit my cousins.
15.Go overseas.
16.Write a novel.(Hmmmm, new challenge!)
17.New skill! (Cooking, knitting...IDK)

Well, that's it...for now. To be or not to be updated....

That's for me to know.
And for you to find out.

Doodleling ME^^

2011-08-29T15:15:00.000+08:00

That, (points to top), is my doodle. I've started doodling again oh yeahhhh^^ It's so funnnn~!! Anyway, -clears throat- I know, I'm guilty of not updating this halfdead blog for like...an eternity. I apologise>< -bows 90 degrees-

I wanted to update it for so long, but I keep forgetting what I wanted to write in it so...haiz... forget it. Anyway, I've been so hooked up with so many shows that I can't study! AND I NEED TO STUDY! >

I'm addicted to ....

STOP BEING SO MUSHY><

OMONAAAAA TAECYEON IS DAMN HAWT.

and like..many many MANY more. OH no. My studies are going to go down the drain><

Anyway, I had this dream, where my mum suddenly brought me and 2pm (YES TWO PEE EM) to this amusement park, then forced us to ride this see saw for 7 people. Unfortunately, after Taecyeon sat on it, it broke. And it was the scariest thing ever cause the seesaw was dangling in mid-air, and you could guess what happened after it broke. Down we went, then we ended up in my grandma's house? Damn weird.

Anyway, gotta go back to study, show you some other doodles kayy^^

OKAYYY BAI~

After a hurricane, comes a rainbow.

2011-08-10T11:15:00.000+08:00

Woah, where should I start. So many things have happened, I didnt have the time to update this dead thingy :P

Okay, lets start with Racial Harmony Day thennnn~! I shall post a photo of myself!

I look so damn retarded in the middle of two DAMEIREN(Big Pretty Ladies) Haha jkjk^^ Oh wells.

Then...there's ...

National Day!

...and our failed jumpshots.

You see what I mean.

The determination of our faces.

YAY WE DID IT!

Almost....oooh look at those two cute white tee girls ^^

Determination..in my eyes at least.

Oh oh oh! Did I mention that I became a HOUSE LEADER? That's like the second best position after council so yippee yoo haaa! We took some group photos too :D

HOUSE LEADER MOMENTS.

I'm the one with the screwed up face and the red shirt btw :D

My mum bought that shirt from Surfer's Paradise, thinking that " I LOVE SP" meant "I LOVE SingaPore". No ma, it means I love Surfer's Paradise. And shu min, it does not mean I love Singapore Poly. Sheesh.

All I wanted to say was....HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!

Oh, I cut my hair too :D that explains the shorter fringe and my poofed up hair.

Yep.

Oh, I'm totally in love with KHUNTORIA~!!

Oh and I gotta go! Art hates me, but I have to try and embrace it, yeah?

Totally jealous.

A whole bunch of words here.

2011-07-24T13:22:00.001+08:00

Wow so much things have past, and I haven't been blogging have I? I shall blog now, shall I?

Okay, let's start from ...

WEDNESDAY

I went to watch Harry Potter!!! Soooo soooo sooo sad it's the last movie already... NUUUU what am I going to do with my life? Anyway, before that, I ate the Subway Meatball set, it was delish! Only a little messy...

Moving on...during the Harry Potter movie, this lil kid behind me was so damn noisy, i stared at him for like so long. WITH ANGRY EYES of course. He was like " Ma, look a bee! " " Oh so sad, ma , so sad" "Ouch , ma , poor snake" And I was like " OH SHUDDUP!" In my mind, of course, so no one could hear me. And my sister was saying when that Warner Brothers Logo came up, the girl at her side started bursting in tears, and then she cried throughout the whole movie. My sister was like WTF? And the girl's bf was like " Aww don't cry..." And the girl was like fanning her eyes and saying " My tears, are drying up...I need a tissue.... *weep*" Erm...okay? But besides that the whole thing was fab!! ^^

Then there was.... THURSDAY

Racial Harmony Day! I wore a Vietnamese Costume to school, everyone said I looked like a fairy kekeke, not that I'm boasting or anything ^^ Sera looks awesome too , in her cheongsham mix with short skirt, kekeke. Everything was quite nice, then I found out that Sera's life, maybe isn't quite perfect after all... poor her...She had too swallow so many tablets, and drink up so much Chinese medicine, then after that she vomited out...Poor little thing ><

FRIDAY.....

I made Speghetti during Home econs, so damn fun ^^ And my cousin tasted it, and wanted to eat up everything kekeke:D Maybe I could be a cook after all....

SATURDAY...

My cousins, Mich and Mag, came over to stay YAY ^^ Anyway, we ate this waffle and ice cream thingy, and then drank this Lychee Bobbin, YUMMMMMM XD The waffle was so crispy on the outside, and so soft on the inside, and the ice cream and the hot waffle combined together, WOW !!! And the lychee bobbin, it was blue in colour, dunno why, and the little pearls inside was actually little bursting stuff, that once you chew, it explodes in your mouth and this sour substance comes up, heehee, nice !!

SO, that's about it....Go listen to Goodbye Baby by Miss A, and all the album's songs:) I love Miss A now, ^^

I shall show some camwhoring photos then heh :D

Kekekeke:)

Damn cute , the chipmunk version :D

Kdrama crazyness(again!)

2011-07-17T12:19:00.000+08:00

Yep, just a short update to show you guys what I've been crazying about these few days. ~HAHA IM PASTING A BLACKHEAD THINGY FOR MY NOSE, ON MY CHIN~

ANYWAY, so....erm there's CITY HUNTER, as usual...

This woman is lucky like hell, got to act with Big Bang, AND with Lee Minho. BONUS!!

And of course, there's Lie to me, which i'm currently watching...xD

But seriously, the guy was kinda gay ._. JUST SAYING :):):) Woah now it's the -why did you kiss me- -because i like you- partx)

Cinderella's stepsister!! I know its a lil too late to be fangirling over it , but yeahhhh x) Oh Oh and that Cinderella in the show was the main lead for Tamra Island :DD

And the most recent...Love Keeps Going x)

Well, i'm still braincracking over which Hairstyle I should cut, should continue with the briancracking..or brainwrecking..or whatsoever. Cyao!!

I'm not always happy.

2011-07-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

I wonder how I would react if my loved one was dying.
Would I cry?
Would I pray?
Would I just shake my head in disbelief?
Well, What is I was close to death myself?
My cousin's great grandma died at a healthy age of 93, close after the death of her son. Before she died, as she lay on the hospital bed, and her family members stayed by her side and prayed, they all closed their eyes, with tears welled up in their eyes. Her son's eyes remained open, and as she died, she closed her eyes, and a tear streaked down her cheeked as she smiled and went to heaven peacefully.

Upon hearing that story, I was shaken to tears. Almost. Wasn't it touching?

Anyway, I went to the Nanyang Gala Music Festival, or what was it called. It was fabulous!!
OMGGGGGG. I want to go to Nanyang so badly, Crescent has become like a little ant compared to this school. Hmph D:

Their performances were so professional, and the girls were so damn pretty O.O Look around in crescent, no pretty soul in sight, just all...strong army girls. My mum says my school is training us to be army girls, and Nanyang is training them to be ladylike. Oh wells, I can't always have EVERYTHING right?

Overall, it was awesome:) I can't wait for the chance to say to Crescent, " Adios, amigo, I'm off to Nanyang. Hasta La Vista!!" Woots, or should I just remain in Crez and excel? Hmm...I shudder at the thought of when I'm sec 3 and the China girls start flooding in. Brrr...competition.

Anyway, I'm off to hardworking mode. Bye!

SO FREAKY OMG.

WHUT IS RON DOING?

SO FREAKING CUTE OMG.

GO CRABBIE!!

My 100th post~!!

2011-07-15T22:21:00.001+08:00

YAY It's ma hundredth post ^^ -munches on grape-

So busy this week >< Lost all my energy to blog, and i really forgot what to blog too , awwT.T

-munches on another grape-

PBL ROCKED.

Our group was like THE BEST, and i'm not boasting ^^

I'm serious, the others were like drabbing on and on " so..erm..this is our problem statement, our criteria selection, -reads off slides- Our final decision was..." Yeah ughhhhh. Ours was like the last, and I was bored to tears. No offence. They probably saved the best for the last kekeke~ Cause everyone cracked up, like seriously.We were aweshummmmm...and funny >u< Even the teacher was roaring with laughter when he ws shaking his head with disapproval to the other groups. I saw.

Everyone came to congratulate us, I was so damn happy kekeke. And during QandA, normally other groups would be bombarded with questions, but when I asked " Questions Anyone?" , the whole class was like...-crickets creaking- I was like " Are you serious, no questions?" And everyone was like " Yeah, it's too good" Awww guys, I love you !!

Jiayue is so damn sweet. She came up to me and said " Are you okay, you look gloomy" and then she emphasized on the " SOMETIMES" haha so I wouldn't misunderstand. Aww that's so sweet of her, no wonder she kept on staring at me, I thought she was mad at me or something, then when I smiled at her, she looked away. I was kinda sad actually.

Theresa is totally pissing me off, she's getting so irresponsible, and she thinks that everything that she says is funny. And I'm like "=.= " . And her breath, PHEEE-YEWWW. It's like she hasn't shitted in days and all the toxic went up her body. She's getting so damn unattentive during class, like she's on tumblr or reading some comic, and it's totally distracting me while I'm busy copying down notes. Urgh. I can't wait to abandon her and move in front.

But my only choice is Kahei's seat, which is next to temper queen Charmaine-rolls eyes- She's like always boasting and thinking she's so pretty, and I'm like puhleaseeeee. She's so damn violent and vain and vulgur, the three Vs=.=

Seraphina is like getting so perfect nowadays, there's like this glow around her. Around her forehead actually, it's so damn squeaky clean, zit-free. So envious ><

I found out that because I don't seat with my BFFs, i mingle around more with others, so I'm actually closer to the rest. Just my opinion. Tell me if i'm wrong keke.

Well , so much for the 100 th post yeah? Hmm...it's so damn boring, I shall lighten it up with some friendship quotes yeah?

Friends have...PERFECT TIMING.

they always show up just at the right moment.

Friends have...BROAD SHOULDERS.

they're the perfect size to lean on, cry on and standing alongside.

Friends have ...LONG ARMS.

they can reach down and lift you up, no matter how far you fall.

Friends have...BIG HEARTS.

they never run out of love.

When Dark Clouds come, a friend doesn't run.

When you're drowning in a flood of troubles, a friend doesn't swim away.

When you find yourself in hot water, a friend shows up in time to help cool things down.

When you need a warm hug, a friend doesn't give you the cold shoulder.

When the world feels cold and gloomy, a friend will be your sunshine.

Friends don't...

....need an invitation, they know exactly when to show up.

....waver. They stick by your side whether you're on top of the world or down on your luck.

....wear two faces. They're the same in front of you and they are behind your back.

So....congrats!! If you think that you pass all these tests, you are officially qualified to be Jean's BFF :DD

Quotes taken from The "official" friends book by Martha Bolton. No copyright intended.

Hectic-ness.

2011-07-13T19:28:00.000+08:00

Aigoo it's been so hectic nowadays, didn't have the strength and time to blog, so forgive me. Mianhe><

I've been busy doing Science Assessment and I was lazy to turn the computer onand type in "blogger" haha. Also, I've taken down many notes, one step towards being first!!

Lynn and I have noticed many people are competing against me, probably because Seraphina is like UNTOUCHABLE, she's like so good. And I'm easier to compete against, but this gives me more stress. That's why I'm gonna be more DILIGENT X)

I'm wondering why Seraphina is so damn perfect. I mean she has Brains and Brawns, and musical, artistic and dance talent, and although her family is filthy rich, she doesn't act all princessy. >< She's so luckyyyy. But they say, what God cannot give you, he replaces it with something else. He didn't managed to give him HEALTH, so He gave her all the rest instead:3

So, instead of being jealous over what she has, I'd rather treasure what I have more, and use what she has and what I want as a motivation to move forward, isn't it? Kekeke.

Just like Kahei's enemy, she's been wanting to do better that Kahei SO SO SO MUCH, her grades became from the worst of the worst to the best, she managed to go to Nanyang, all because of her determination to win Kahei.

Of course, I treat Seraphina as a true friend, not a enemy, and I'll never do anything to compete against her or anything. I really really want to be her friend :3

Anyway, tomorrow is like THE BIG DAY. PBL takes up so much of our marks, and our group should be mentally and physically prepared hahaha. It's always good to be prepared right? Good thing I did the presentation and everything beforehand, BY MYSELF-clears throat-, so we wouldn't need to rush haha.

SO hwaiting, jiayou!! Tomorrow shall decide our fate! And I would like to add oil to the other groups too^^

Okay, I've gotta go. I may be on a short hiatus, since exams are drawing near >< Miss me guys!!

Ramona and Beezus.

2011-07-10T11:43:00.001+08:00

My mind says to let go, though my heart tells me to stay.

So erm, I'm feeling much much better now ^^, which means I have to go to that terrible place....TUITION. TT.TT

Anyways, so the other day, I watched Ramona and Beezus. It was aweshummmm hahaha xD

Yeah....i like Ramona's imagination, and believe it or not, I actually cried. ^^ Forgot why though.

Oh yeahhh it was this part, where the poor cat died, and the children couldn't tell the parents, because they had much more worrying things to matter about, so the children dug a grave for the Mr Picky Picky. It was so damn sad, I cried with them.

~~Wait a sec, I gotta eat lunch, Brb.~~

I'M BACK!! Omona my cousin is like freaking cute^^ Lemme show you some of his photos ba.

Wait it's loading kekeke. Let's continue with Ramona and Beezus. Actually, the focus was more on Ramona, but oh wells.

YAY the pictures are ready!!

Cute right? He just started walking, and he's barely one!!

Well, Imma end this post with a few videos, how bout that?

Firstly, there's Hug me once by Girls Day, and I'm totally addicted to it now. I think I'm starting to like them.

Blearghhhhh.

2011-07-09T22:08:00.001+08:00

It takes a second to say hello, but it takes forever to say goodbye.

Okay, I was just about to blog, like 6hrs ago, when I started to feel like dizzy, [i didn't see stars though], when my stomach ached like hell. I thought I was hungry, so I went to munch on a pear, when suddenly, this sensation rushed over me, and a surge of my morning breakfast? sped ferociously up from the pit of my stomach. I rushed out of my room and grabbed a plastic bag, when "BLEARHHHHHH" I started to vomit. Ewwww....

I felt very feverish and so I went to take a nap, FOR FOUR HOURS. Ohmygah.

Anyway, I totally forgot what I wanted to blog, so oh wells. I shall write an emotional post then.

Okay, you're totally pissing me off. Stop trying to be me, STOP competing with me!! So what if I banned facebook, so what if I brought my assessment books to school with me? Do you have a freaking problem with that? What's wrong with using my time correctly, to improve my grades huh? Why do you have to make a big fuss over that? What gives you the right to stop me from trying to improve my grades? Why? Are you scared that I will be better than you? WELL, FACE IT. Cause I am. And you know that. How do you think you can overshoot me without trying huh? Sitting next to the top student in class doesn't improve your grades. it just makes you rely on her more. And before you know it, "Ploop" goes your marks. So, stop gloating over the fact she's sitting beside you, and STOP boasting about how you got into council and I didn't . I geddit. I GEDDIT ALREALY. SO SHUT YOUR FREAKING MOUTH UP OKAY. I try hard, and I try harder than everyone else to get the same grades as them, well you? You freaking make use of me, you copy my notes that I painstakingly copied and listened from the teacher, while you were happily playing Pet Society, you buy the same assessment as me, and you ban facebook too? What's your reason. Stop copying me, stop competing already. Admit it, you're jealous. Stop trying to be better than me, cause you can't. You're taking the shortcut out. I'm so sick and tired of you making use of me, using my money, always coming to my house to do project. What's your excuse? And why do I have to follow you around? I was always there for you, but were you there for me? NO. You freaking give me some emo face, you freaking ignore me and walk away when you are feeling suckish? Do you think I can be sad too sometimes? I force a smile for you every single time, but you? You freaking push all your emotions to me, you show your unhappy side to me, without even caring about my feelings, you bitch. I can't even tell with words how I feel, how I am so damn angry with your suckish behaviour with you. What? Why must you sleep the same time as you? Get the same amount of sleep as me? Oh shuddup. That's so ridiculous. Eating the same amount of food as me? To have the same weight as me? THAT'S PLAIN STUPID. Why must I freaking wait for you to finish your homework as the same time as you? I was so hardworkingly doing my homework, while you were doing what? Playing the com? " EHHHH WAIT FOR ME, WHY YOU SO BAD ONE", oh puhleaseeeee. I will freaking do my homework when I want to, why do I have to get you consent?Being 4 cm taller than me, doesn't make you a smarter person. So stop competing. The air up there will NOT make you smarter, so don't you ever dare to go around pointing fingers at me, laughing and making fun of me, not even caring about me. You rely on me too much, but you can also leave me without a sound. Having fun with other people huh? Leaving me behind and ALONE after all I've done for you? Yeah, go on, make new best friends then, I don't need someone like you. Even my mum says so. You may be my best friend, but you should know when to stop, and when to shuddup. You know what? I'm better off WITHOUT you.

Whoa, I felt so much better heh. There's so much more things I want to complain about you , but I just can't find the right words to prove how angry I am. STFU.

DAESUNG FTW.

2011-07-08T22:58:00.000+08:00

OMONA DAESUNG'S SOLO IS LIKE WHOOSH~!! DAMN FUNNY AND ENJOYABLE AT THE SAME TIME:/ HOW DO YOU DO IT DAESUNG. FANTASTIC HAHAHA. HE CAN ACT COOL, SERIOUS AND SERIOUSLLLYYYY FUNNEHHHHH. HAHAHA. GD MADE THIS SONG FOR HIM, THAT'S TOTALLY NOT YOUR STYLE HAHA.

And people [like shumin=.=] ask me why i like daesung. he'll crack you up when you're so down, like seriously.

OHMYGOD.

2011-07-08T21:45:00.000+08:00

The entertainment business is so cruel. They made the innocent girls from AKB48 perform sex with multiple men before they could debut. The ones who did less were not popular, whereas the one who did more rose to stardom. Whut the HECK. That's like WOMAN ABUSE. Ugh. Men are deceiving .HMPH.

AIGOO.

Anyway, I've been really addicted to APINK XDD

Everyone's actually quite pretty kekeke.

I saw many cute lil children lately. One took off his pants in front of me and peed. =.= Another started singing the same line of a song [which i have no idea] repeatedly xD In a cute high pitch voice. Omona so cute. Anyway, Imma watch BIGBANG shows now x)

Zero Percent.

2011-07-08T19:03:00.000+08:00

“Failure is a detour, not a dead-end street.”

Okay, now I am officially going to be a normal person, cause I totally screwed up my house leader interview ohmygod. AIGOOO. Why was I so careless >< Don't wanna elaborate...

I'm just praying that I'll somehow mysteriously magically get in with Reyna and JiaYue. They were so nice, always by me and comforting me by saying I really want to get in with you, Jean. Kekeke. Oh, I'm so touched. You're too kind.

I was shivering throughout the whole thing. Not because I was scared to death, but because it was sooooo damn cold in there, UGH. Aiyo, Jean, just focus on your studies, you'll never make it. But stay positive, BELIEVE IN YOURSELF :)

Yeah. Ehhhhhhh. I'm tired. Okay, so then. Bye. Lemme post some BIGBANG Stuff to lighten this post up.

The awkward moment when your hair starts flying like a mad woman.

2011-07-06T17:27:00.001+08:00

Okay a quick post before I start revising for FIVE tests tomorrow. Yep, three guides tests and one maths test, as well as a history test. Imma die already x(

Anyway, I'm like totally addicted to Hands up and Hot summer now kekeke. My mum actually likes Hot Summer :O

Lawls at Taecyeon's face.

Omona Victoria's so damn pwetty !!!!! Omigosh especially that eye smile!!!!! AHHHH!!! -freaksout-
That is why I only likes guys whose eyes smile too when they smile x)

I'm listening to Shampoo now...its nice :)
Anyway, where was I? Ohhh the new girl was Junette, a HK girl kekeke~ Lives near Happy Valley, where Tasha's crush lives x) OHHHHH and I found out Shu Min's nickname omggg, it's Lynnette OMG. Everyone guessed its Bridgette and she was like WHUT?

We gotta do this Health Ed project, got into my own group, for the first time I'm happy with everyone keke. Jiayue, Sobana, Elizabeth, Haiern and I ^^ Jiayue insists we go to her house to bake cakes. Hahaha her and her baking obsession.

AHHH there are ants crawling everywhere!!

Shit I forgot all I wanted to write. Oh yeahh!!! MY title . I was in this bus where there were no aircons , so they opened the window, and I wanted to"act cool" kekeke, and I stood next to the window, even though there were seats everywhere. Available ones of course. And then when the bus started moving, the wind was so damn strong, my fringe totally went -waves hands frantically to show an exploding action while making a "boom" sound effect- It was like flying everywhere, like literally. I was like a mad woman, and then my " cool" image was totally RUINED. Urgh. Never. I repeat, never! Never, (oops just repeated again!) put down your fringe when next to an open window and the wind is strong.

Headphones are so hard to use!! It's so loose it's sliding off my hair and head, and when I take it off it strangles me with its wires. EVIL WIRES.

City Hunter is so damn nice, and Tamra island just ended.The ending was so bleargh. I expected to have a kiss or some babies. In the end, he became a Jeju officer? Wth=.=

Okay, I gotta revise already. See ya ^^

Look at that frog feet, maybe everyone isn't perfect, they all have some flaws.

Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you., Seungri is so damn flirty omg. Jiyongie and Tabi exposed him that when he went to collage, he made some new friends.They were ALL girls. He took all the girl's photos and showed them to his Big Bang hyungs. Taeyang jokingly pointed to a photo and said " She's pretty, introduced her to me" and then cracked up. Seungri thought he was serious and went all jealous. Then he started typing really fast. Jiyongie snatched the phone and found out that he had sent a cute photo of himself to the girl . Then, the girl replied " I want to bite you, you cutie" Big Bang went all BLEARGH><

Then Seungri replied " Bite me all you want!!" !!!!!!!!! OMG. Jiyongie and Tabi were like so shocked, and Tabi felt that he deserved to be bitten, so he started chewing on Seungri for the whole day haha.

Tell me Goodbye is very very nice. Go listen to it:)

I love Leticia Bongnino.

New girl.

2011-07-05T17:11:00.001+08:00

Ohmigosh. Mr Siow just announced that there's gonna be. -wait for it- A NEW GIRL. OMGGGGGG WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT?! ANEWGIRLANEWGIRLANEWGIRL. -hyperventilating- Sounds nice kekeke. Unless she's some bitchy girl that talks to much and sucks up to teachers and popular girls but treat you like trash. Yeah. And somemore, the only empty seat is beside me and Lynn :O She's staying for only one month though. Imma try be nice to her, and get Siyun to try NOT to bully her, since both of them would be sitting together too. Hahaha.

Hai Ern's got two new hamsters, black one's chin chow, white's soya bean. Chyeah, unfortunately, Haiern recieved a call saying one of them are lost, just when we were sharing scary ghost stories. WOW. Nice timing to run away , Mr Hamster. Hope you didnt drop dead into the drain.

My mummy leaked out a little of my fortune, she said I was more clever than my sister, but then I got lazy, and ...yeah, you'd guess what happened after that. Then I asked her whether I'll remain so ugly, and she said " No, your daddy predicted that you'll be a very attractive girl" Pffffft, puhlease, like real!! Ps. I'm still praying my dad's prediction is right!!

Imma bit bored, even with all the assessment and homework I gotta do, so...I decided to tell you guys my top 5 kpop groups YAY!! -this is due to overwhelming response telling me to do so- -NAH i was just kidding, no one reads this anyway, I just felt like writing it-

Wait, before that, I wanna munch on a apple.

Oh wells.

Hahahah the first one should be quite easy to know right?

BIG BANG

Kekeke Chose a cool one so that they won't seem so nerdy among the others.

Number #2:

2NE1.

2ne1 is like....wow.

Beast.

Shu Min, ah Min, doesn't mean I like kikwang then I can't like Junhyung too okay!!

4minute.

Doncha think that in Mirror Mirror, they sound like 4minute slut 4minute slut?

FT Island.

Don't worry, I didnt forget bout them.

Oh shit, outta battery.

Just before I leave, be sure to catch Hyuna's new song and MV, Bubble POP!! SEXXYYY X)

Is the bubble she wants to pop is actually her boobs?

What is the smallest prime number?

2011-07-05T11:53:00.001+08:00

What is the smallest prime number?!
Why is it not 1, but 2?!
What is the price of the spoon?!
Is it smaller or greater?!
Tell me girls, What is the price of the spoon?!
What is the price of the spoon?!

What is the price of the spoon?!

What is the price of the spoon?!

AHHHHHHH So damn annoying . The new math teacher sucks ttm. Hmph.

But omona, Mr M is like sooooo cute, he wanted to collect some plastic bags, then he stood at our doorway and wiggled his butt and shook his hands cutely. Omona, he'll be a good teacher, plus, his voice is like. a DJ's booming voice. kekeke. It'll keep me awake.

I gotta go to the peewee room x(

No more x)

2011-07-05T09:37:00.000+08:00

I'm in LSCEP Classs now, damn boring, especially the teacher omg. She's like " I doesn't know" here, " I doesnt know" there. O.O Oh puhlease, speak good english!!

......I just stained myself. So...(imma smartkid) I turned the stained part to the front, and I used Kerei Kerei hand sanitiser to wash it off hahahaha x) I'm always this unlucky sigh.

-teacher's teaching bout line spacing now?-

SIGH, sigh sigh. I banned myself from Facebook, Twitter and Tumblr so that I could spend more time on assessment. Mom was glad for me. But I'm like freaking itchy, itchy to touch the keyboard and type f-a-c-e-b-o-o-k. But I must resist. So that I can be first in class muahahahahaha!!!! ^^

I even brought my maths papers to school so that during my free time I could do them....not that I'll actually do them anyway-rolls eyes- My mama and I spent like half and hour choosing my Science assessment books, gablehhhhh. Two thick science books. Chem and Bio. YAY ME T3T

I did facial yesterday. One word : Ouch. It was so damn painful , more painful that before urgh. But then there WAS a funny moment, when the facial auntie used some weird electrical zapping appliance on me, the music suddenly boomed out really loud cause there was a big electrical shock, and I laughed cause she laughed. Chyeah.

Erm, what else. Hmmmm NOTHING . So byeee x)

Beeeee.

2011-07-01T16:57:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired, so sorry for not updating my blog for so long :( Mianhe >< We just shifted classes from Level 4 to Ground floor woots~!! Yeah, reason being Seraphina's fragile body, take care Seraphina >u< Yay Monday there's no school, so it'll be exercise and assessment time!! YAY T3T.

B2ST is coming to Singapore soon :) Anyway, A bee attacked Shu Min buahahaha, and stung her behind her ear teehee xDD I think it's Brandon the Bee, yep, i named every bee that visited our classroom. Billy the Bee was my first friend, then Bobby, then Brandon, and Boy Boy:DD After Brandon stung Shu Min, he...-sniff-died. WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA>n< He died under my table, struggled his way all the way from Shu Min's side to my side, which means from one end of the classroom to the other, then got tortured by ME. Wuhuuuu. I feel so sad. Then, Hai Ern and I sent him out of the window, then...it rained. And it flooded, outside the window, he probably drowned if he didnt die. Awwwww...

Okay Okay, i gotta do my homework le. And learn the flash mob dance. GAHHH. Okaythanksbye.

OMG i'll die for those dresses.

freak this is damn cool isnt it.

Haha totally.

You're such an adorable dork, Jiyongie.

Kekeke omgggg Jiyongie is just soooo cute, and those guys...freak me out.

GOOOO!!

AIGOO GD XDD

2011-06-29T21:20:00.002+08:00

A break up is just like a broken mirror. You would rather leave it alone than hurt yourself again.

Hey Ho away we gooooo kekeke~ OMG I'm supposed to be doing my homework now, oh wells. My mum is outside attending a wake, my condolensces to my cousin and her family. I couldnt go due to homework ,so...im stuck here...with homework. Chyeah. Hmmm tomorrow we'll be moving class to ground floor omfg. That's like the best news everrrr!! >u<

What else. Ah! Oh yeah I've been doing excercises before our Height and Weight checkup, cause I probably gained 2 kg omfg. And my school's weighing machine is bonkers, they add 2kg to your original weight , which means i gained 4 kg!!!!! WTH>< So, i read a magazine where...4minute taught us their slimming down skills:DD It's in chinese I'm sorry, I scanned it out for you to see:)

Omo i'm so sorry the words are too tiny, and in chinese somemore sheesh :I

Anyway, GD and TOP has a new song yay (Y) It's actually a new MV, but the MV is only special edition, so i toke really big measures to find it, so don't spread the MV okay? Thnq.

Woots~ It's so damn cute that YG actually thought of us fangirls and chose a less prettier girl so we wouldnt get jealous kekeke~~~!!

fffffffffffffff. I was so damn jealous at this part ohemgee.

Kekeke Top and GD is so dam cute^^

So damn sexy why can't i be the girl omgggg.

Pfffft girl be happy with what you haveee!!

Anyway, the ending links to another song, called Baby Good Night:DD It's damn nice:) I'll be nice, and post it here, so people can hear it:) THANK ME.

Kekeke it's a watered-down version, the original version, as the director said, is down right hawt and sexy. I wanna watch, and i dun wanna watch. So, i don't really care if you reveal or not, director:) Just to let you know.

Ohhhh this song's really addicting and nice, GD's high pitch is really damn good :) Daesung sounds sooooo nice here omggg.

Omona i can't help but sing to it, just that I can't reach it. You're fantastic, Jiyongie, thumbs up for you (Y)

Oh yeah, Roly Poly:) T-ara's new song. The MV's 12 minutes long omona.

the fake voice is so cute and sweet:)

Hahaha GAHHHHHH my legs hurt like crazehhhhhhhhhh:/ from the excercise just now omigosh><

Omona 9.20 le, gotta do my homework, annyeong!!

School, HERE I COME^^

2011-06-28T22:21:00.000+08:00

School reopened yesterday ^^ I've been super busy trying to get used to school life, so I stopped blogging for a while kekeke~ Forgive me :)

Well, not much changes, except I have so much more acne now bububu~:'( Some hairstyle changes around my friends, but everyone is mostly the same kekeke~ Classes were fine, i'm excited for Home Econs, we'll be making something:) Food, most probably kekeke~ Okay, that was lame. Anyway, Arts was so-so, had a geeky 宅男type of guy, but he's fine:) So glad that out biology teacher is a female, others aren't so lucky to have a female, but a male kekekeee~ Imagine him teaching you but out private parts hahaha. Awkward!! My teacher actually told us she would bring used condoms, blehhhhhh!!!!!

Aigoo I forgot what I wanted to write ohhhh shitttt:( Well, then i'll cut short:( Blame it on my bad memory ba.

2NE1 has a new song, I am the best. Really catchy and nice tho:) They all look so cool!!

Ohhh Ohhh I remembered already!! JunHara OMGGGGG. Shu Min and I totally freaked out when twitter spreaded the news to us. HARA AND JUNHYUNG ARE DATING?!?! Ohemgeeo.o Just lemme die>< Out of all girls, why HARA?!!! She's so fake and showy :( Junhyung ahhhhh>< I'm so heartbroken wuwu~

Lynn, Haiern and I totally hyperventilated when we watched that obscene scence bout GD and that eww-ish gurl during Shine a light concert :( I think I totally ruined GD's perfect image to Haiern and Lynnnnn haha:DD
Mianheee~!!

Okay, I'm so tired le, talk next time ba. Annyeong xD

Awwww.

2011-06-25T11:57:00.000+08:00

My mum was so so so sweet, she bought me assessment papers just as I asked her to, and at first she was like " I got a present for you !! " Then she gave me the assessment, and I was like.. " Haha Thanks " , but i wasn't really pleased, but then she said the present was actually a Big Bang magazine ^^ She said she searched everywhere to find it, and I was like awwww <3.

I'm watching Ratatouille now kekeke , the food looks so tasty my gosh i wanna gobble up the teevee already=n= Keke Tamra island's on, and it's a funny part, not some serious part that is so draggy. The parents think that the son brought home the girl because they did, you noe, something, and she got pregnant kekeekee. SO FUNNY:DD I'm learning how to type korean now, and...it's not going too smoothly sigh. All i know how to type is...ㅋㅋㅋ^^ All you gotta do is type " z " three times and it comes out. Of course, you gotta change the language.

Anyway, I've got good news^^ Well, remember I was so so soooooooo sad and cried so much because I didn't get to the second round of the council interview? Well, I've actually got into the House interview!! Ohemgee House is like so funnnn xD But, then, i'll may have to face another setback, maybe i'll not get picked, then...-sigh- But i'll still have to try my best no matter what, so Jean 화이팅!! Is this how to spell it kekeke xD

Well, better prepare for my script :) Annyeong !!

Kdrama crazy x)

2011-06-24T16:25:00.002+08:00

WOW I just realised. I've been watching soooo many K-dramas lately, plus BIGBANG videos and 2NE1 videos too x) Omona I also just realised that Park Bom is the eldest in 2NE1 o.o Why isn't she the leader then? Hmmmm....Ssandara is so chio ohemgee. No wonder she has so many love triangles with Big Bang x)

Like Taeyang, in I need a girl , she starred in the MV and they were so close to each other omfg.

I personally prefer the dance version, cause it is showed more often on TVN , and also Dara is so pretty there x)

Oh, and then there's TOP and Dara's kiss scene OMGGGG.

Whenever GD asked TOP ( i think he was jealous xD ) if they really REALLY did kiss, TOP just laughed it off wtff. And at the MNET awards, they purposely showed the Kissing scene ahaha epiccc.

O.o i don't think they really kissed anyway, phewwww x)

And , you remember my GD keychain? I was twirling it between my fingers and then my mum suddenly beckoned me like , " COME HERE " " GIMME THAT " I thought she meant the remote control ,but she meant my KEYCHAIN O.O I was damn freaked out then she stared at it with squinty eyes for like, forever, and then gave it back to me. PHEW O.O

Back to K dramas, I'm currently watching these dramas xD All quite nice x)

Not forgetting...

But..I really really wanna watch City Hunter, Lee Min Ho is so damn hawt there !!

GAHHHHH. Omona it's killing me, why must they show it when school reopens? -sigh-

TOP as cool as ever, GD as cute as ever, Seungri as playful as ever, Taeyang as cool as ever, but ah, that smile from Daesung, I'll miss it ....

Exhale Hate.

2011-06-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

Inhale Love. Exhale Hate.

Inhale Love. Exhale Hate. I learnt that from this tumblr. I found it really. erm. how to say? inspirational. Ah yes, so i decided to make it my title. Since I have decided to change, for the better, I have to 忍忍忍！！ Rather than ticking that person off, I'll take a deep breath, and smile at the person, even when that person was such a mean and sick puppy, and do whatever that person wants, or just say " Thank You " and walk off xD I'll have to do that since thats the only way I'll ever win.

Anyway, back to the more interesting and important things in life. I've made a dollhouse today wheee~ Okay, my mum did. MOST. of the work, but it is splendid. Aww i'm so proud of mama x) Lemme show you x)

Sorry for the bad quality, it's pretty isn't it? Teehee, good job mummy xD -pats back-

My cousins are coming over from Bei Jing tomorrow, I'm soooo excited ohemgeeee. My obsession with GD is getting worse. My mum's like, aigoo you spend the whole day staring at that guy, seriously, find something more productive to do!! Ahaha, sometimes she nags tooooo much, I try to tune out, but I can't :'( It seriously harms my ears so much...

Well, I made my mum promise to buy me IKEA lunch tomorrow, omona I can't wait >u<

Krrrrrrrrrrrrr it looks so delish, I can't wait >u<

hai there.

2011-06-22T14:31:00.000+08:00

Hey there, since you're reading this, you MUST be bored right? So take a look at my wishlist at the sidebar, under " Affliates" or something, and after reading it, maybe you could fulfill my wishes^^

Smiling really does help.

2011-06-21T22:31:00.000+08:00

I was really depressed yesterday, but today is a new day. Throw the stuff I wanna think about least to the back of my mind, and go on with life. I'm taking baby steps to a different me. So , i start by smiling. Smiling at the old grandma looking so sad and lonely at the HDB ground floor, smile at the bus driver, smile at the people selling tissues, working so hard to make a living. Thinking back, what's so bad about my setback , compared to those poor, and those suffering.So, from now onwards I shall face my setbacks with a smile.

A smile is infectious, just smile, and warm others hearts. I went for my Food trail today and boy were we down on our luck>< We went to more than 7 food centres, and my feet hurt like helllll. We ate like pigs. We walked like dogs. We spent like billionaires. I spent more than 40 freaking dollars on Food and Taxi fares FAHHHHHHHHHHHH>< But. But But, at least, i managed to force Shu Min to buy me a GD keychain for my birthday, which btw, is long over. But in the end, i still paid for it. she said she would pay back><

I took some pics:DD I was so happy and enthu all of a sudden:D

OH OH OH and and and I created a facebook account called Kwon Ji Yong and then we are in a relationship :DD TEEHEE.Genius right? I know i know-pats back- Although I know Kwon Ji Yong is me, but everytime i comment, and then go back to my own account to see " Kwon Ji Yong commented on your status" , I can't help it but freak out and start hyperventilating. It's like this momentary shock you get and this tingly feeling that makes you smile. Laugh, actually ahaha. It was a good feeling, and it was nice to tease Rachael and Kimmy and Tiffanie^^

Okay, so I'll post more pictures on the food trail kay?

Heartbroken.

2011-06-21T21:38:00.000+08:00

I may look happy, but beneath the mask you'll see more sadness than you'll ever imagine.

This is going to be an emotional post. I'm sorry if some stuff are a little emotional...

For the first time, I was this heartbroken. I was devastated, and my heart hurt like crazy. It felt so heavy, my throat felt constricted, it was as if I couldn't breathe, and I choked on my tears. It was the first time I cried so much, and so silently, to myself. I couldn't bring myself to accept the fact, what did I do wrong, to make the council throw me away? What did I do wrong? Why wasn't I chosen. I was so angry at myself and at the student council. Then, I asked my best friend if she had been chosen. She had. It felt terrible, as if another stone was aimed directly at my heart, and being hit right at the spot. I bawled my eyes out. We were supposed to get in together. And now, I felt to left out, for the first time. Thinking back to all those love songs, and breaking up MVs, I used to think they were exaggerating, but for the first time, I finally understood what it feels like to have your heart torn apart. I never wanted something so much, and I never really NOT got what I wanted. I didn't know how to tell my mother, and I don't think she'll ever know. She and my sister were still happily packing for my sister's Australia trip, while I was in another world, the world full of sadness. " Don't Cry" rang in my ears, and it was as though it was to tease me, to make me tear up more.

I turned on the television, thinking it would help lessen the pain, but it only made it worse. They were playing Fish Hooks, and that episode HAD to be the one about student council. Coincidence much?

But then, Tiffanie and Kimmy helped. Alot. They coached me, they consoled me, and I felt much better. " Smile , it helps" Tiffanie wrote. I tried. I really did, but I just couldn't bring myself to do it. Not even typing it.

So, i turned it off and went to bed. I prayed to God that tomorrow, my heart wouldnt feel so pain. Then i tossed and turned in bed. Then I came to a realisation, maybe God had something else planned for me, something more important and big. Maybe he wanted me to aim in my studies, to get first in class, and to prove the council wrong, to make them regret not choosing me to be in council. I was filled with hatred. Then, i calmed down, and I thought . It wasn't about making them regret, instead, it was to make me a better person. And so, I decided once and for all, I was going to be a different Jean. And I turned to face the wall, with a smile on my face, and closed my eyes. " Don't Cry" rang in my ears once again, but this time, it was an encouragement. Maybe because I cried my eyes swollen, so I was able to sleep soundly. Or maybe because I had a goal to aim, so I could sleep with no regrets.

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Thanks so much Tiffy and Kimmy, you guys are true fwens. Rachie too ahaha:DD I lub you guys, i feel so much better now xD Looking at GD's picture made me cheer up instantly:DD

Daragon.

2011-06-20T18:20:00.002+08:00

Aish I really blog too much. Anyway, yeah...I'm so happy that 2NE1 is going to have a new album, YAY!!

Sooo cool right? And the song...
Teaser actually...

Muahahaha:D Oh and GD came to support:)

Kekeke GD is so cutely-unglam:D

And then Dara added, “Our CEO, Teddy oppa, Kush, Jiyongie who’s come to support us at the I’m the Best~ music video set! Warm YG family, who constantly comes to cheer us on since ‘Fire’! Because of you guys, we can pull our strength up for the tiring and hard overnight filming! ^0^ I’m not sleepy~!!! Ke Even though it’s written that he’s not the best, a photo with the actual best~ GD!”

O.O She called him Jiyongie. FAHHHHHHHHHHHHH>< There's been many rumours bout their relationship, Daragon couple, G-Dara etc. I have mixed feelings again, sad that GD may someday marry members of 2NE1, and not me, but what are the possibilities of him marrying me anyway? 0.001% i guess... Maybe, my next nightmare won't be GD+CL , but GD+Dara marrying each other><

Look at this. It breaks my heart. Jiyongie, you're my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker~ T3T

Ice Cream is the best medicine.

2011-06-20T16:12:00.000+08:00

Okay, I know I really shouldn't be doing this, as in, blogging, but I just had the urge to blog:) My blog is like my best friend, technically, when my bffs are busy or away. Anw, I've changed the font..like it? Chotomatae!! That's not the point!! ><

I just had this urge to do this thing all best friends do. It like this, imagine one of my bff-Tiffanie, for example ( No offence Tiffanie, if you're reading this!) broke up with her bf, and then she gets really upset and pours everything out to me, on the phone. Then I say " Wait there, I'll be right over" And i'll buy a tub of ice cream, Haagen Daaz most preferebly, and then I rush over and then her mum will open the door and say, " Hey, Jean". And I'll be like " Hey Mrs Lim, is Tiffanie here?" And she'll be like " She's up in her room" And I'll be like " Thanks loads Mrs Lim ^^" And then I'll walk up the stairs softly, and then knock on the door, and then say " Hey, Tiffanie, you're alright?" And then she'll purposely blow her nose really loud and say " YOU THINK IM ALRIGHT?" and then i'll go in, and then we'll share the ice cream under her blanket, and watch stupid comedy movies and then gossip bout magazine stuff, and then I'll act all wise and then say stuff like " You deserve better, dont be upset over that useless boy, it's his loss" and then we'll be all emo and cry. Yep, a little dramatic, but I like dramatic stuff:)

Okay, I shall promote Tiffanie's blog too , for fun^^ http://www.iamtiffanie.blogspot.com/ Yep, I visit it everyday, she's back from Korea, so her blog is bound to have many interesting stuff bout her trip, she'll love comments too XD

Oh, i just uploaded a new video, check it out kay? It's one of my favourite songs, Sunset glow by BIGBANG, CHIPMUNK VERSION:DD

It's damn cute:D Especially the ah-ah-ah and the wheeee part:) KYAAA~

Oh Oh OH Haiern I know what I want for my birthday already!!!
Either this...

This....

Thish....

Or....this!! The most simple one:P

Well, this one might be a little too expensive...

So...forget it:D Imma nice person:) Unless...you're nicer...

JKJK. PS. TELL MEH WHUT YOU WANT TOO:D

Ohh..and we should really get one of these...as in our whole CHIJ BFF Bunch, you noe whut i mean...

Pretty ain't it? I know just the place to get it:)

Bumumu.

2011-06-20T11:26:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! Yeah, that was Me. Me screaming. Well, screaming inside of me of course...even though no one is at home. Sorry for not blogging yesterday...cause i was..er...busy..yeahhh. Anyway, back to screaming. Why was I screaming? Cause it was a screwed up sunday yesterday. Guess what happened. I was doodling on my tuition worksheets during tuition, doodling GD's name all over, like.." G-Dragon, Kwon Ji Yong, Big Bang, Saranghaeyo" and then all kinds of hearts everywhere, and then drawing and sketching GD's face everywhere. Oh, but the most embarrassing part was I wrote stupid STUPID stuff like " Bimimi, Bumimi, Pikiki.." I dunno what came over me and then..my teacher collected the worksheet!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH he's gonna see what i wrote >n< NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!

And. then. And then at night, I told my sister that I dreamt that she was marrying someone. And then she forced me to tell her =.= And then she hit me with her pillow and stole my pillow and then when my mum came in cause she heard me screaming, my sister actually told her that was only having a nightmare!! WTH. That. LIAR. Anyway the person she was marrying was only Jeremy, my uncle...nothing much, they married a ton of times when they were young...I even have photo evidence.

Haiz, well, I'm watchin PPP in my Pajamas. Princess Protection Program. Teehee, i totally cracked up at the " I know what you and you're mum are, living in that paper bag" Ahahaa those bitchy girls. Well, whether my friends see this or not, I'm going to plan what we're gonna do to make our friendship last^^

1. We shall have a group name, and everyone will have a nickname^^
2.We shall have our own secret name code.
3. We shall have a Girls Day out at least once a year.
4.We'll have a friendship bracelet or sth.
4.When we grow up, we'll go to Korea or anywhere overseas on our own(emphasize on the own part), like a special bonding time^^
5.Our children shall be best friends:)
6.We'll pass the friendship bracelet down.
Okay, maybe i'm thinkin too much, Buahahaha^^

When i have children, I'll have a boy and then a girl, and when they bicker, i'll make them apologise to each other and then kiss. On the lips^^ and when they kiss, i'll take a picture everytime they kiss and paste on a photo album and write down the reason for bickering. When they're 17 or 16 at the emo stage of their life, i'll take the photo album out and tease them bout it^^
Well, I'm bored...Tiffy!! When you read this, SMS ME KAY^^ Sighs, well maybe I'll make more chipmunked songs, and post more pictures^^ Oh, i got new specs:) Take more photos next time:DD

Ahahaha so cute:)

Oh, my cursors and my screensavers and my background and wallpaper and blah blah ..ringtone is ALL BIG BANG:) I have bigbangobsessionsitis:) It's a disease of obsession for Big Bang:)

LOOK AT SHY TOP^^

Chipmunked!!

2011-06-18T23:03:00.000+08:00

Lalala I've made more Chipmunked Videos:) Support me^^

Suport puhlease^^ Kamsahamida^^ Buh Bye^^

First.

2011-06-18T17:09:00.000+08:00

Day by Day, I grow duller and duller without you.

Hihi~ Remember my previous post? Well, i've uploaded my first video, and i hope everyone will support me and go listen to it^^ It's Haru Haru Chipmunk Version, and i feel that it's really nice:) Listen, i've put it alot of effort into making it, so i hope everyone will appreciate it and watch it:DD I really feel Chipmunk version is alot more sadder, ya noe....

The video quality isn't very good, but...i'll try to improve on that^^ OH, and i'll be making more of those videos , i mean, chipmunked type, like Fiction by B2ST, so stay tuned kay? Oh, and gimme suggestions too, like what other songs you wanted chipmunked, and i'll make them for you:)

Okay, so back to my daily life, i woke up super late today, 10 minutes to 12!! Gosh, now time is passing by so quickly....Oh, and then i watched 3 episodes of Tamra Island, which i found out, was quite nice:) At first, i thought this would be a stupid show...i mean, why is there a Englishmen among all those Koreans? And then, i was bored so i watched it, and then it got more and more interesting, but now...the show's ending just when i'm getting used to it....Sigh.

I really REALLY wanna learn Haru Haru on piano, but i've given up piano for so many years...so now trying to learn such a high skilled song, it's kinda impossible...sigh....and the holidays are going to be over soon...and i've not even started learning Korean yet!! Oh my, i've been doing so little in these holidays...Well, there isn't much to write anymore..so...Ohhh, Yay Tiffanie is back^^

Anyways, where was I...oh yeahh...buhbye:>

Help me^^

2011-06-17T23:21:00.001+08:00

Annyeong peeps^^ I've created a youtube account, with no videos in it...(YET!) so please suscribe^^ Thanks:) Cmon here's the link^^

www.youtube.com/user/lilmskpop

Kamsahamida^^ Thank you very much and please help. Ohhh and here's the logo i made myself:)

See the apple? It's supposed to be the 'O' in Kpop. But i'm afraid others may get confused with the G . It's GD's Heartbreaker apple:) I'm guessing he loves apples.Or does he...

Hungry.

2011-06-17T16:16:00.000+08:00

It was only Just a Dream.

배고파....엉엉....

I'm hungry. Wu wu wu...
Mummy is going to buy food soon. 에휴. Sigh....
I'm cracking my brains thinking of how to do my damn sketchbook. T3T. bububu...Aigoo...I'm really hungry. Wanna eat NOWWW!! Nomnomnom...

Just watched Intimate Note- Big Bang:) I never knew Daesung and Seungri was so un-close to each other. They two were like so cheeky and playful i thought they'd get along just fine:P Awkwardness. I can totally understand how Seungri feels. It must be terrifying to wake up finding yourself staring into the face of sleeping Daesung ahaha. But Big Bang ah, tsk tsk, stop teasing Daesung bout his big nose!! But...what's Big Bang without teasing? Hurhur.

I love Seungri when he repeatedly blinks his tiny yet charismatic eyes:) I dunno why, i normally get irritated whenever someone does that, i'll just have this urge to use chopsticks to ply open their eyes and make them stop blinking so much, but Seungri is different. He's so cute when he does that. He only does that when he's speechless and shy. HOW CUTE:DD And, i totally understand how he feels, being the eldest at home, and then maknae in Big Bang, ordered by all the hyungs. Well, maybe he has hawt younger brothers:DDD

Aigoo why is Maknae Seungri so innocent and cute >u<

Dunno why...just found this pic uber cute xDD Oh love song, it's on >u<

Awww look how close maknae and leader are:)

Okay, anyway, my mum did sth that pissed me off..yesterday. Lemme explain, with a flashback...-clears throat-

*in the room reading*

Mom: Oiiiiiii!! Big Banggg!!! ON TV!!

Me: OMG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!*throws book away and screams while running out*

TV: *Rain dancing sexily with his microphone in Love Song*

Me: MAA!!! *screams hysterically* THAT'S NOT BIGBANG LAHHHH!! IT'S RAIN!!! WHERE GOT BIGBANG LIKE THAT ONE!!!

...Mom: Oh ooops:P

Me: =.= *screams again*

Sigh....

Ohhh and there was paranormal activities today at home that totally freaked me out >n<
First one- I was pouring water for myself when i saw this leg coming out from the cupboard under the sink. It totally freaked me out and i literally shivered, and when i turned, the leg changed into a brown cloth...=n=
Second one- I was trying to do my business when from the mirror came out this hand. It totally scared the shit outta me and i started singing Strong Baby really loudly. PS. Strong baby is really nice:)

Ohhh people ask why i like GD so much. I admit, before it was because of looks and those stuff...but then i discovered how cute and talented he is...Did you know, Haru Haru, Lies, Last farewell and Strong Baby and many songs were made by him? He's so talented -sigh- My bong bong:) And Tabi..he's damn hilarious:) and Taeyang is so sweet and affectionate:) Daesung is a little naggy and old fashioned, but his smile melts me:) And maknae...sigh, he's so hawt and yet adorable:DD

GAHHHH where is my lunch, my tummy is rumbling already >n<
Ohhh Mum's back, time for food yay (Y)
냠냠쩝쩝~
Time for me to poof off!! 뿅뿅뿅!!

Push button for love.

2011-06-16T22:37:00.000+08:00

Haiiii~ Haha i just posted my post a few minutes ago, but still i wanna post a proper post, not a fanfic:DD I'm deciding to make chipmunk versions for songs cause my Youtube account seems a little useless. Well, i'll be getting my specs soon too:DD Completely different look:) Oh, and my hair is completely screwed now. I wonder how i always have loads to write when others are struggling for inspiration...hmmmm...Anyway, you should watch Change by Big Bang, it's a show where Big Bang's GD and V. I, aka Seungri, change into two old uncles, which look identical, and fool everyone. It's damn hilarious. And they also did it so as to get closer with fans, awww how sweet of them <3 They actually touched everyone's hand omggggggg. >n< LUCKY PIGS. Anyway, i'm also thinking of learning Haru Haru on piano. Gosh, gonna have to learn everything all over again SIGHHHHH.

Lawls, imma have to work out more. I'm uber unfit, and my project work is gonna be so screwed. Oh, i don't wanna think bout it.

I read this book where there were diary entries of girls when they went through the WWII. Aww it was so touching, it made me want to have a diary, which btw, i do...but it's super dead. Used to hold my korean words now. But who needs a diary when i nave a blog like this ^^ Only, IF IFFF there was a war. IF. There wouldn't be internet right? -sigh- Anyway, i read this diary bout this Red Cross girl ...in WWII. I was thinking...RC can take care of sick and the injured, NCC and NPCC can fight in the war, maybe...:/ but whut can Guides do? I guess a mixture..of everything. From RC work, to Jungle survival...Hmmm...actually sounds quite...adventurous and interesting. But WAR is a no no. NUUUUUUUUUU. Absolutely Nuuu.

Okay, i wanna watch more Big Bang videos already:D Annyeong guys^^

My first one shot:DD

2011-06-16T22:19:00.000+08:00

Yep, just as my title says, imma write a one-shot:DD It's most probably gonna suck loads, so just in case you somehow will get melted or get horrible rashes by suckish oneshots, don't read it, thankyouverymuch:)-takes deep breath- Well, i guess, here goes....

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Meeting him was completely a mistake, but Jazel never regretted meeting him. He was her only goal in life, and she practically lived for her. So, it wasn't surprising that she swore she would die for him too...

-A few months ago-

Ahhhhh shit i'm going to be late...again!! Jazel thought as she rushed down the hallway. In her hurry to rush to her classroom, she didn't notice this guy also rushing toward her, probably to his class. Thus, unable to avoid each other, they collided with each other and Jazel's books scattered to the ground. Oh crud, can't that guy watch where he's going? Jazel pushed her hair behind her ears as she picked up her books. "Here, i'm so sorry, lemme help you..." The guy said apologetically. " Oh, there is really no need, you better rush to your class..you're gonna be late.." Jazel tried to be polite. But the guy refused and continued picking up her books. Finally, with his help, there was only one book left on the floor. Jazel reached for the book when her fingers brushed with his. She immediately pulled her hand back, and she cheeks turned red. She glanced at the guy and was momentarily stunned by his good looks. His hair fell into his eyes, making him look so mysterious but his blue eyes still shone brilliantly under his blonde hair. His nose was straight and his lips were thin and so attractively red. But what caught her attention was still those eyes that were as deep blue as the sea...she gazed into it and got lost in her thoughts...when she found out...that that pair of eyes were staring right back at her!

Oh my gosh, this girl is stunning...That guy muttered under his breath. That blonde hair that was as bright as sunshine, those amber green eyes...and that smile. Then, once he noticed that the girl was blushing, he blushed too and stood up immediately. " Well, er....i gotta go for class now...i'm really late...and you are too..." Jazel broke the silence. She rushed off. " Well, erm..yeah..." That guy scratched his head and ran off too. Then, he suddenly turned and shouted across the hallway awkwardly, " Heyy, may i erm..know your name?" ".....I'm Jazel..." Jazel said with a broad smile as her hair flew as she ran.

"Heyyy~I'm GD!!" GD tried to call, hoping she heard. But she was already far at the end of the hallway...

GD..that's a weird name..but awww he's so hot, why can't i get him off my mind? Jazel pondered when someone touched her on the back. She turned around, only to find GD with a bright smile plastered on his face. " Haiii~ Penny for your thoughts.." He said cheekily. "Ohh..erm..nothing.." Jazel blushed once again and her heart started beating really quickly. " Hey, I'm having a party, wanna come over to my house tonight?" GD rested his chin on his hands. Jazel shrugged nonchalently, " Why not? Pick me up at 7 kay? ", but her heart was bursting with joy. As she left, GD mouthed " YES" and did a victory sign.

Just like that, they became a couple. But on one fateful day, GD recieved a call from Jazel. He picked it up enthusiastically and said, " Hi darling, what is it? Missed me?" He giggled. But Jazel sounded very grave as she whispered, her voice trembling. " GD...I..I killed someone....wha..what..should..i do?" Jazel broke into tears. GD's face turned pale as he hopped off his bed. " Where are you sweetie? I'll come right over, stay there and stay quiet okay? Don't worry, okay, honey?" Then, he hung up.

GD saw Jazel at a corner weeping away, and there was blood stains everywhere, as well as a dead body. " GD!!" Jazel leaped into his hands and buried herself under his chest in tears. " What happened darling?" GD let her go after she was more stable. " He..he tried to....attack me...so..so i hit him with a glass bottle..who..knew..he..died..." Jazel's body was trembling really badly. GD immediately sprang into action as he cleared up the mess. " His boss is bound to find out, don't worry, i'll take care of it..." GD disappeared.

GD knew that they would kill Jazel when the boss of the dead man found out, and the boss flew into a rage when GD came to see him. " I did it, you can kill me. " GD said bravely, trying to keep his tears from flowing. He called Jazel one last time before he was to be killed, and forced a smile, " Hey darling, everything is gonna be alright...don't worry bout me..and..I love you..." Jazel broke into tears and she knew what was going to happen. She immediately went to find the boss and tried to settle everything. Just as they held up the gun to GD's head, Jazel screamed for them to stop. She muttered " Don't kill him...I was the one to kill your friend. Kill me instead..." GD cried out and tried to break free but he was being pinned down. Jazel looked at him for the last time, at those blue eyes that she loved, and forcefully smiled at him as she took the poison from the man's hand. GD screamed and screamed, but to no avail. Jazel gulped down the poison and fell to the ground. Blood trickled from her mouth, and so did her tears, which streamed down her face. She looked up at GD, who was shaking uncontrollably with tears, and mouthed out " I'm sorry..but i love you..." before closing her eyes with a serene look on her face. GD crawled over to her side when he was let go, and reached for the gun which was lying by his side. " I love you too darling, and I'm sorry..." He pressed his lips against her cold white lips and held the gun to his head. With a deafening bang, GD fell to the ground too beside Jazel and his hand rested onto hers.....

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OMG I'm done but what is this? Sorry >< I haven't been writing for so long, and this is prabably crap. I was too lazy to post this on the fanfic blog. I was trying to copy Lies from Big Bang, and Jazel is just a anonymous character, i just like the name. Hope you liked it, and comment kay? -although i seriously hope no one will see this.-

Freaky O.O

2011-06-15T16:06:00.000+08:00

Oh my....I just had the freakiest dream EVER. Yeah, it's about marraige ...again...but it's NOT GD and CL kay...it was ME O.o -dundundunnnnnn-

Okay, so my dream went like this, sorry i kinda forgot a little of it, but everyone does, don't they? Anyway, so i somehow mysteriously ended up in this white dress and magically ended up in a car, which somehow drove me to this...erm..place? Yeah, and then my mum told me i was going to marry this guy called Edmund or something o.o I was like whut the freak? who?what?where?how?when?whaaaaa? I was like totally mixed up, when this puny little..erm..boy? Okay, guy...he looked secondary one...i guess....yeahhh came up and said i was going to marry him o.o Actually, he was quite handsome..teehee:) But anyway, it wasn't even like a wedding sheesh. All we did was...eat. wth. Anyway, dreaming myself marrying a stranger, oh wait, just marrying SOMEONE is so freaky, as freaky as dreaming CL marrying GD. Plueck.

Good news guys, i cut my hair booyah~!! It now looks like Heidi Klum, you know that famous model, her hair in that show, ahhh forget it. Anyway, it's like shoulder length with a little curls inwards at the end. I must say i'm quite happy with it :P And my sister isn't...apparently. She was grumbling about it the whole time after that buahahaha. Not that i wanna laugh at her or anything. But my mum actually said my attitude stinks more than my sis. And know i told my mum what she said to me, and she took those words bacl:D AHA! I think...

Wanna see my new hair, okay maybe a little sneekpeek:) ( oh, pleas ignore how weird i look, look at my hair only thankyouverymuchie)

Teehee that's right, censoring my face. Now, you can only see my hair xDD

Omo white hair o.o

Lawls ewww my spasm face o.o

Why did i look so shocked?

Now, look at Heidi Klum's hair xDD

See the resemblence? Teehee besides the bangs....Okay...maybe they are a little different, but i remember specifically telling the hairdresser how to cut it...hmmm...
Anyway, i spent so long blogging, gonna spend some more time with Big Bang xDD Cyao~

Dorkalicious.

2011-06-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

I have decided to officially change the format of my blog xD , thanks to Dork Diaries Book number 3 ( which fyi, i bought with my OWN money T_T). Yep , so please kindly scroll down for my newest updates, thank you very muchie :)

Dear Diary,
Today was soooooooooooo average, i can't stand the average-sity:( I NEED SOME EXCITEMENT:((((
Yeah, so this was how my day went: Watched Big Bang Documentary. cried like a baby at the elimination part, got all scared stiff when my ma walked past my room like a THOUSAND TIMES, and i'm just sittin there wondering if she'll just pop right at my back and knock on my head, and start scolding :" DO YOUR MATHS YOU LOOK LIKE YOU HAVE ALOT OF TIME!!!" Mmhm, the horror:O Big Bang rocks anyway:D

Then, we went to Jurong Point , and my ma started nagging on how stinking my attitude is, oh crud. Well, at least, i ate cold soba, which tasted....healthy, not my kind of food, no way, imma carnivorous:) Then, we went to that chinese doctor, gave me some weird chinese medicine which i'm starting to hate, and we went to the library. That's when the drama happened. Gosh, some guys were walking past me, and i was busy finding my mum, which poofed off suddenly, when there was this itch in my nose, so i rubbed it, and made this face you do whenever a sneeze is on its way, and then....i HONKED. Like a goose. It was damn embarrassing and ewwwww. It kinda echoed through the whole library and everyone kinda stared at me:( Just great. At least, i managed to escape from that library and the stares of those freaky people, after i found my mum, which kinda found ME. With my loud honking. She kinda guessed it was me, and followed the multiple sneezes after that to me. Yep, that's me and my stupid nose for you.

Well, good part is I managed to buy that Dork Diaries book:) And i read it within an hour, good job Jean-pats back- How i wish my life was like that fairytale, besides those evil witches of course. Well, bad part is I got pulled over by some salegirls which ranted on and on bout my face acne problem. I was like OH CRUD. -rolls eyes- Then, they gave me a free voucher for face treatment, and i was like YIPEE, then i knew there must be something fishy. Yep, i was right, then they pulled me over to sign up for some stinking lucky draw and i was so desperately trying to find my ma to get me out of this stinking situation. So, i quickly filled everything in and wanted to excape with my free voucher when another salesgirl snatched that voucher from my grip and said " SORRY, we only can give vouchers to people over 21". I was like staring at her and thinking " OH SNAP I GOT CONNED" . Just then, my ma pulled me over and got me out of this awkward situation, she's my saviour O:) But i'm still super pissed my that con woman. oh whutever you call them:(

Well, i gotta cheer up real bad, so....gonna watch more big bang vids to cheer me up!!

Signing off with a sad face,
Jean

PS, GD looks so hawt in Baby Good Night, JUST SAYING!!!

Just a dream.

2011-06-14T12:33:00.000+08:00

Whoaaaa. Whoa. Who-a. I just woke up from the most terrible nightmare ever T3T. Wait!! Before you scroll down, be prepared to get scared. Ok? Ready? Okay.
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I dreamt that..My Jiyong married CL :O -weep- THE HORROR OHEMGEEE. I mean, there are alot of rumours, i repeat, ALOT of them, and everytime i watch those fanvids of the two's relationship, ohmigosh, my heart aches:( I wouldn't mind Taeyang and Dara, they really look damn good together, but GD + CL? CL is older than GD!!!! Phew, good thing it was just a dream:DD If, IF it really did happen, i'd just have to accept the reality:( Just like how I did when i realised that SSK was dating Jjong TT.TT

Oh, another thing, after elinorre pointed it out, i just realised how much GD and Hongki look alike:)))))

My two favourite people, actually have a 85% similarity:DD Tell me you don't see a similarity:)

Ohhh finally, FAHHHH it took me so long to put those two pics together~!!! Look at those two cuties omnomnom~ they look too alike when they are blonde:)))) Awwww~

Oh, and just a lil tip, if you're bored, watch 1 night 2 days Big Bang :DD It's damn funny, which group can be funnier-smacks lips-

Now I'm seriously emo-ish.

2011-06-13T22:33:00.000+08:00

Today, right now, this second, I'm seriously emo. Just finished my chinese letter, now my fingers ache like hell from writing so much. Gosh i hate chinese so much >< Well, at least I'm finished with chinese...T3T

Sometimes, my sister really gets on my nerves. I mean, i HAVE to argue with her, at least four times a day...AND I ALWAYS LOSE FAHHHHHHHHHHH. I wish I had an elder brother, and my elder brother would be loving and handsome, and talented in studies, as well as sports and dancing and singing, and looks xDDD I'll name him...errrr....Andrew? Ahhahahaha I dunno, but name doesn't matter, all I know is that he'll love me loads and shower me with love and gifts, and break up me and my sis when we fight, and sing me to sleep, play with me, help me with homework, laugh with me during jokes and shows, coach me when I have trouble and is admired by all my other friends:) Of course, a younger brother 5 years or more younger than me, then I'll take of him and love him the most, and he'll be so cute omg. And I'll be his favourite sister xDD

Well, If i really did have a brother, I'll like him to be like GD, only better, not saying that GD is not good xD
Big Bang can really make my emoness go away ahahha they are so funny xDD Show you what I mean, and you'll be really good if you don't laugh ohemgee.

Of course, I'm supposed to be emo right? Hmm...I'll introduce two songs to you ,and trust me you'll fall in love with YG immediately xDD-pats chest-
Okay, make that three songs:)

First song, But I love you by G Dragon. Why , oh why is gdragon so talented:DD

Of course, I prefer the second video, since the first one is a fanvid. But still, ohhhh goodness why is GD so hawt:DDD

Second video- You and I , Park Bom.

Part 2- Don't cry-Park Bom

The two songs is kinda connected to each other, wait, I mean MVs. But both are equally as nice:DD It's like this--- Bom marries this guy that is ill and can't live for very long. He wanted to end his life, but later decides to live his last days with his wife Bom happily. Then, in the second MV, the husband's soul haunts Bom and Bom goes to search his husband, who has died. The husband leads her to a graveyard, where he tells Bom to let him go, and start a new life.

Aww isn't the songs so touching? I actually cried you know TT.TT

Imma be an Emo-er today ☠

2011-06-13T18:49:00.000+08:00

Fine.

I'll be emo today. Why did it take so long to find that damn skull? Damn it. Oh, stop staring will you, and just shut your big fat mouth. Pfffffft. -rolls eyes- Stop being so vain~!!

Omg. I really cannot pull off being a emo-er. Or whatever you call it ahaha. Yep, cause i'm happeh and aweshummm~!! JKJK^^

Today, there shall be Big Bang explosion here:DD Yipee for me I just download 26 Big Bang songs:DD Now, i shall just listen to it over and over again. And guess what...I'M FINISHED WITH ALL MY HOMEWORK HELL YES~! -smirks- Ohemgee i wanna grab all those Big Bang endorsed items all at once now asdfghjkl my hands feel so itchy. Teehee.

Omigosh. I really needa lose that fats I accumulated over these two weeks. It's just eating , drinking, sleeping like a pig, eating like a pig, and shitting like a pig. But honestly, ahaha I have no idea how a pig shits so forget it :P

Waittt~ Back to the original topic. tsktsk. Oh yeah, Big Bang endorsed items.

OMG why do they endorse so many things ><

Yeah, firstly I want all those Tees they designed themselves >n<

My uncle has that Seungri one ohemgee. -breathe in beathe out- Too bad I can't cause I'M NOT A GUY so i can't wear guy clothes =. =. Or can I? Hmmmm -scratches chin-

It's funny how Big Bang are endorsing for women stuff, but who cares? I WANT IT SO BADLY >< It's women's perfume, maybe GD uses women perfume teehee:) -cadbury eyebrows-

What else. What else. Hmmm... AH yes...how could I forget... PHONES^^

I'm not picky anyone will do ^^ Sheesh i'm actually helping Big Bang advertise =.=. OH OHOH last one!!

OMG they look so hawt in tuxedos~ I think my father has this one...
O.O Wait whaaaaaaat~!! My father has this one ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh -freaks out- ASDFGHJL AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. -takes deep breath- ASDFGHJKL AHHHHHHHHHHHH. I HAVE A BIG BANG ENDORSED THINGY YAY!!!!! Wait, >n< all camaras look the same..-sigh- means, maybe my pa doesn't have that camara >< Gee I actually freaked out for nothing.

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Let's all laugh again shall we~? Cheer up for a lil while and watch this cute lil video by Big Bang ahaha.

asdfghjkl GD so cute ^^ Daesung so funny ahahahaha. Imma die of laughter. Omo TOP's sexy eyes ><-faints- Lawls at the last part~!

asdfghjkl I wish I was the girl-sobsob-

OHOH last thing, before I sign off~!! GD is a really sexy vampire ohemgee check this out^^

asdfghjkl lkjhgfdsa HE MELTS ME>< The song's quite nice too:DD GD's so talented ohemgee.

G-RAIM FTW:D

I FINISHED IT~!

2011-06-10T17:14:00.001+08:00

Oh.Mi.Gosh. I can't believe I finished my chinese composition xDDD
It was like the hardest homework in all my holiday homework asdfghjkl, well besides Math of course. Sigh, but now I have to do two stinking scrapbooks which I know I'll fail badly at Dx.

Well, at least. I finished all my chinese homework, besides copying down everything down on foolscap, that is. Hmmm...not too bad eh? Teehee I think I'm getting more in love with Big Bang and I love all the members equally as much now :) Even though i USED to be prejudiced against Daesung. Well, now i feel he's so innocent and cute xDD Ohemgee. o.o . I suddenly recalled his car accident. I mean, it wasn't totally his fault..right? That guy was already lying there...from another car accident O.o. POOR poor guy. And POOR POOR POOR DAESUNG. asdfghjkl. I can imagine his grief. Omg. He's like locking himself inside his little pigeon hole blaming himself. Poor little thing. ><"'

I'm praying for you Daesung. I'm sure the whole Big Bang is too:) OMG YOU SHOULD REALLY GO WATCH THE BIG BANG DOCUMENTARY. It's awesome:DD

Gahhhhh Jean!! Can you live a day without posting GIFs and Big Bang related stuffies?
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Nuuuu. xD

~Nice guys finish last, so I will treat you like trash~
STARE AT TOP. STARE AT HIM. He'll...i dunno...burn you with his hawtness and heat. And...hotness. wait i said that already xDD " YOU UNGRATEFUL BASTARD" Lawls TOP's favourite line.

Can you believe he used to look like this?

Umm...Never mind. Whut matters is how he looks now x)

Let's end this post with GD's zilian photo~

G - DRAGON

PS. Oi didya hear bout the new group Boyfriend? Is it really that nice? Hmm..i'll try to stalk them xD

My frog just went home.

2011-06-09T22:51:00.001+08:00

Buahahahahahaha.
..............................haha, -wipes tears- Hahaha okay i stop laughing xD Ohemgee why is Onew so funny!! Okay, so this man asked SHINee who speaks japanese the best. Taemin said Key. Then Onew wanted to impress the others so he made up a sentence which ended up to be " my frog just went home " Awkward Silence. Then Onew was like.....sorry ><"' Pwned!!!

Teehee ohemgee i could just die of body vibration. Sorry imma bit hyper today. All 2NE1's fault. Oh and GD too =.= Those songs make me so high ohmigosh. Especially Lollipop OMG. I'm totally obsessed with Lollipop. Even my mum was chanting Haru Haru and Lollipop alr :c]

Lawls at Seungri. One moment he's superman seungri, another moment he's lollipop kiddo >v<

Hawtest nerd ever :)

SUPERMAN!!

OMG I love GD when he said NAH THATS NOT HOW YOU DO IT >u< -freaks out-

Buahah oh shit now all my posts are gif related. Gotta stop doing that Jean >n< Anyway, heard Tiffanie is going to Korea,have a safe trip kay~^^

THE POWER OF TOP ^^

Just wanted to make a statement.

2011-06-08T23:26:00.000+08:00

Just wanted to say something. Sometimes boys are sooo childish sheesh. I mean like what's with peeking into the girl's bathroom and then giggling away and gloating over it? It's nothing big, it just proves that you're pervertic. Yeah. And what's with monkeying around sitting and swinging on those drain barriers. Seriously, jumping on it isn't really that cool. Oh, and wearing a earring is not cool. Not talking is not cool. It's act cool. What's with toying with girl's feelings eh? Act all mushy with your girlfriend and then acting like you hate your girlfriend in front of your boys. Just saying!! I mean. I don't have a boyfriend or anything, i only have 3 friends that are guys. (or boys!) on Facebook. Chyeah. Oh, I hope those boys don't see this post:) If not i'll be -pretends to slit throat-.

Well, I'm guessing there's always a stage where they'll be immature. Let's just hope that my baby cousin won't go through that stage. Just grow up from a cute lil kid to a big cool man okay? -prays-

Teehee. Okay. I admit, some guys are...nice. Yeah. Like....

Ehhhh...wrong pic. Like....(drumrolls)

Like Kwon Ji Yong!! Ohemgee that lip biting and smile and fringe is to die for. -fangirl screams-

Or...like...

Admit it . He's so hawt and manly xD

Or..Or..Or....

asdfghjkl so cute and yet so gorgeous. lemme die alr.

Wait. one more....o.o

Wakaka Kim Hyun Joong jjang! Actually, i just like Baek Seung Jo, so charistmatic, but it was soooo hard to find GIFs of Seung Jo gosh. The only ones i could find were those disgusting kiss scenes like this.

Sorry I couldnt resist:P

Anyway, mix them all together, and they become..... THE AWESOMEST GUY ON EARTH.

Teehee. But admit it, gave you a rude shock didn't it.... Me too.Cause when this pic popped out, thunder roared. FREAKY o.o"'

Okie. So late. i needa watch YI ZHI MEI. One..plum? okie hahahs you must be wondering whut the fudge im saying so annyeong!!

Wakaka I'm only posting this cause most of my readers are VIPs xDD I'm sure TOP loved that bromance kiss;D

......Okay....GD didn't. But i still love you Ji Yong~ i know you love me ( i know you care)...

Weehee I revived from the dead.

2011-06-08T09:55:00.002+08:00

Wakaka I'm back~ ~~Wait I gotta go watch Kung Fu Panda rushing now blog later cyao~~~WOW this blog is seriously dead. Let's revive it together yay (Y) Actually the main reason for writing in it again is because I was lazy...to actually you know, write in a diary....so now it has transformed into my korean vocab dictionary yay me!! AND...i sorta like...abandoned my tumblr ( which BTW, is super pwetty and aweshumm-http://www.jeaniepobeanie.tumblr.com/) and...i keep on losing followers boohoo T3T.

Anyways, isn't it good that I decided to blog again? I'm sure you're happy..right? Kay never mind. I'm back from Malaysia teehee wheeee~ Nice trip, though it was kinda boring...I WATCHED KUNGFU PANDA BUAHAHHA. it rocks like hell. I laughed the whole way through until my pee almost came out:P Baby Po is shoooooo cute ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!! I seriously think there'll be a part 3 cause the ending was kinda a hint, " MY SON IS ALIVE". Yeahhh the panda pa will reunite with Po, abandon goose pa, everybody's happy okie end of story. Sorry I'm kinda a bad plot-er.

BABEH PO~

asdfghjkl he's shoooooo cute wakaka~

WAIT!! Not as cute as this muahahaha!!

asdfghjkl lkjdsa Isn't he just abowable~ -pinch cheeks-

Sorry heh I'm kinda obsessed with kids... ^^ Well, I'll post my malaysia trip photos...someday. Okay, maybe never cause I'm kinda lazy sooo....visit my tumblr and follow me kay? http://www.jeaniepobeanie.tumblr.com/ ^^

Cyao~ (oh btw, playful kiss is FTW:c] )

Baek Seung Jo jjang (Y)

Oh and hello hello by FT island and intuition by CN Blue is (Y) too^^

Yeahhhh i admit, I'm addicted to gifs^^

OMGGGG I ALMOST FORGOT HARU HARU GDRAGON KYAA~

OMG GD SERIOUSLY KILLS ME....

Okay for real now, bye bye~

Yes I know you're sad Gd. Face the fact.

Okay i see you can't face the fact. Then, face the FICTION.

Seriously Jean stop it.

OKAY OKAY. Miss me TT.TT

formspring.me

2011-05-11T18:19:00.001+08:00

Ask me:) http://formspring.me/Jeaniepobeanie

Emotionally Unstable

2011-05-09T20:58:00.000+08:00

I think I'm gonna have an emotional breakdown. Gosh. Ah. Uh. Eh. asdfghjkl. O.o See that? Yeah. Probably signs of depression or stress. I've not put in enough effort into Studying oh shit. GAH. I've spent toooo much time writing in that stupid diary of mine and now I'm DOOMED. Nuuuuuuuuu>.<

Well, wish me luck, cause i'm really doomed. Gonna reblog a few more photos on tumblr, check my email and facebook and slowly, painfully, sadly click on the shut-down button and flip open my assessment books. TT.TT I could just die right now. Somehow, Somewhat, Somwhere inside of me, I feel somewhut sad and angry. I feel that everyone hates me and i'm really unattractive. You know. It's either signs of depression, or I'm just hungry. But I just ate dinner, and that feeling is soooo ticklish it urged me to update this already oh-so-dead blog even though I finally have a diary of my own. Why? Why now? Why exam period. Urgh. I hate my life.

Well, I'm just gonna go on, thinking of the terrible things in life, and then have a bad night ahead of me. Hope tomorrow will be better.HOPE. Praying really hard right now.....

Pinning down my feelings.

2011-05-07T17:30:00.000+08:00

O.O How long was it before i really posted a blog post about my feelings? TOO LONG>.< Hmmmm i guess it was because i was scared to write down my feelings down on this blog, where everything was available to anybody :O So, i decided to pin down my feelings on a real diary:/ Yeah, i know i know, you must be thinking that's so old skool. But i think it'll be fun! Anywayz, no one actually reads this blog. But, i won't abandon this blog, i'll still update it when I can about not so private matters...so yeahhhh.... :DD

Even so, i hope all you readers (if there is any) will continue supporting my tumblr ( if it is not being closed down by 4chan) www.jeaniepobeanie.tumblr.com ! Please ask me any questions on my formspring too~

www.formspring.me/jeaniepobeanie ! I give really good advice and trust me, your secrets are safe with me-patschest- ^^

So, till next time, bye! Gotta chiong for my MYEs and study study study! -sighs-

Screwed in Internet Explorer.

2011-05-07T17:17:00.001+08:00

Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Now I know why..... My blog is totally screwed in Internet Explorer so only read with Google Chome kthnxbai~

Don't ask me why.

2011-05-06T21:31:00.001+08:00

Don't ask me why, I'm also wondering why all my font is in caps. Psh. It makes me sound angry D:

It's just farewell, it's not goodbye.

2011-04-26T13:14:00.000+08:00

Hohoho~

Haven't blogged in a while eh? Right.....Tumblr has taken over my soul. And so have my ma'ams:DDD I love stalking them now hahahaha. But....time flies and they're stepping down now. From guides. I'm like. Kinda sad and sadded, cause they were my most beloved and only ma'ams you know. 3 months is not enough, no way D: But still , all the best to my ma'ams! Hahahahah~

I love Ning Ning and Tania hahahah~ And the rest of my ma'ams toooooooo!

BTW, I'm more active on my tumblr...Follow me okie? You won't regret it:) wwwjeaniepobeanie.tumblr.com

I feel bad.

2011-03-17T18:44:00.000+08:00

Hai Hai~
Me ish back to blogging!
LOL just following how one of best fwen talks.
She super tiny and super cute.
I feel bad on how I treated her before.
We were best friends when we were P3, but then I dunno why in P4 I hated her and we kinda became enemies although she didn't want to be enemies. Yeahhhh. So I like treated her real nasty and stuff. OMG I feel really really bad.....
But after that we made up and I totally forgot about the enemy thingy until today. Awwwww. But Best friends are being put through many tests right, and after you overcome them, you win a award called a best friend isn't it? What's life without a few regrets? Oh, and my heart goes to Japan and I pray for them everyday that the survivors and victims to be strong and overcome this difficulty like how me and my best friend did.
Please support Japan by watching this video by NigaHiga. Every view counts! :)

Love you Japan!

Just wait. He will arrive.

2011-03-04T23:03:00.002+08:00

Friends forever

2011-03-04T22:59:00.002+08:00

Too afraid .

2011-03-04T22:58:00.001+08:00

Adorable!

2011-03-04T22:56:00.002+08:00

Make life better for yourself

2011-03-04T22:54:00.002+08:00

Secret Garden parody. NICE~

2011-03-04T17:46:00.002+08:00

2011-03-04T17:42:00.002+08:00

ThreeOHthree,awesome day

2011-03-03T18:28:00.000+08:00

Woah, if I'm not telling what happened today, I would explode....like KABOOM!

Anywayz, So today I went to Kampong Glam and Sikh Temple with 1C2.
But Our bus came late, and when a really COOL bus came, we were very happy, as we thought it was our bus, then we were damn disappointed when 1C1(who was seating in OUR bus the whole time, letting us wait in the hot sun)got off their bus and took the bus that was SUPPOSED to be ours. =.="

We waited for nothing man.

Haiz,what to do..... anywayz, yeah so everything went as normal blah blah blah. Hey why don't we skip to the pictures! YAY.

Everyone likes pictures. WOW this is gonna spam my beautiful blog man. Its gonna be one long long LONG post. But who cares! Woohoo~ Lalalala......

OMG scrolled until my fingers almost Died-ed.
51 Photos.
Whoosh.

Wash away my sadness

2011-02-28T17:14:00.001+08:00

Meanie. I freaking cried the whole morning for NOTHING. Grrrrrrr..... '=.=

Cried.
For.
NOTHING.

Aw and I just knew Happy Monsters Tumblr Creater just broke up with her bf.
So sad.

And watch this IU MV--Mia. Damn freaky.

Screwed

2011-02-26T18:20:00.000+08:00

Shit, I'm screwed up in school. Embarrassed. Messed up. How am I gonna fix it up?

Run, My kiss is revenge.

2011-02-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

Ok, my title is totally irrelevent to anything. Anyway, CNY is almost over and my angpaos collected are barely 30! Argh. Growing old sucks. You get less red packets. >.<

I'm like risking my life here. If my sis catches me blogging, she's gonna kill me. I promised her that when she is bathing, I will only help her play It girl. OMG . I scared she suddenly pop out and strangle me to death.

I love Dream High~
I love Taecyeon and Wooyoung and IU.....
But I don't like Eunjung and Suzy cause I'm not sure who's evil and who's good.
Tae~
GD~
Ok, GD is like totally irrelevent here.

Omigosh, I think my sister is out of the bathroom. Gotta run! I will write my fanfic soon~
>.<

Short post to say.....

2011-02-02T13:16:00.000+08:00

...........HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!~~~<3

GONG XI FA CAI~

I want to say HAPPY CNY to....:

Haiern
Valerie
Xu Ling
Kimberley
Lingshan
TIffanie
Charmaine Ong
Charmaine Tay

Christine Lynn
Tasha
Jia Yue
Seraphina
Reyna
Theresa
Jingwens
Jacelin
Chen Xi
Shumin
Yonlada
Si Yun
Jie Si
...and many others

It has been a fun time....fun time....
Okay, to you too~
Reading this...
HAPPY CNY~~~

Ok, back to Hiatus mode....
Hasta La Vista~
I love Dork Diaries!!!!

Hiatus Mode

2011-01-29T00:08:00.000+08:00

FINALLY It's FRIDAY WOOTS~

But I have something sad to tell you...
I'm going on Hiatus Mode.
Ah I can't help it.
Too much homework.
Last Farewell Peeps.
BYE~

Pup Pup kiss goodbye.
Well, I guess this is farewell....
Nice meeting yall.
TT.TT

2011-01-24T16:42:00.000+08:00

Suckish Day today.

We had a computer test, everyone called me a computer genius. :D
I helped them secretly.
Ok, It's not really secret....I said OUT LOUD what to do , so the teacher was a little pissed off.....
But, the teacher still admitted I was clever at Techno stuff :)

And then, when I wore my shoe , I found it so TIGHT all my feet were crunched up and the shoelaces got so tight I couldn't tie them. Then, Seraphina called me and said I was wearing her shoes. OMG what the Pongaluluu.....SO embarressing! She say why my shoe so big! It was twice the size of hers! And I could fit into hers! AMAZING SIA~

Then, blah blah normal day continued. Then Ms Tee scolded all of us......because wewere the most barbaric batch of Crescentians. Obviously some Sec 1s played with the thumbprint scanner....the iOk Kiosk or something and during the House Party some people said vulgar language. Then the C2 Fryians ( including me) got all guilty cause we made the most noise so we confessed cause if not we would get a Serious Offence, but in the end only Siyon got punished but the rest of us got scolded for nothing. Pongalullu. Great.

I am reading Princess Acadamy again . YAY.
I think I'm lame.
Pongalulu.
LOL bye.
Bernice said HI to me!
Kim is my boyfwen!
Why am I so random?
Forget it.
BYE.

Sick

2011-01-20T13:34:00.000+08:00

Cough Cough.
Sneeze Sneeze.
Gah.
I'm Sick.
Down with fever.
Yesterday I was cold.
Eyes were red.
Hot.
I felt awful.
No one believed me.
Dishearted.
Lost.
Took thermometer.
38.7 degrees.
Proved it to them.
There.
They screamed.
TEACHER!
I was sent to the office.
Waited.
And waited.
40 minutes.
To be let off.
By teacher.
One signature.
Took 40 minutes.
Suffering.
Door opened.
Christine.
My partner.
She walked in.
Sick too.
Bladder infection.
Called Mum.
Brought me to Dr.
He said.
Stay in bed.
Missed school.
Good.
No.
Shit.
Homework.
Damn it.
Stupid.
R.I.P
Poem by Jean Leong.
Me.

Yay I made a poem about how I fell sick.
Such a masterpiece.
But I still got homework!
NOOOOOOOO!
Damn it.
I like how American Children say I hate you.
I H-H-HA-ATE EWWW!
Then they stomp off.
Bye ! * Stomp off*
I HATE EWWWWWWWW
HOMEWORK!

Visual Dreams.
SNSD.

Sister till the end:D

2011-01-16T23:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE:D
IMMA PIECE OF SHIT,
YOU'RE A DROP OF URINE!
YAY!

I have shooting stars with me, can you fulfill my wish for me?

2011-01-12T18:40:00.004+08:00

Me broke my earphones so I can't use it now....:(

Can't wait for Jie to buy me new ones:D

We had PE lesson today.

Ms Tee was nice today.

Yay.

I like Mr Siow.

Me and Jiayue call him Grandfather Bean.

Doesn't he look like Mr Bean?

Anyway, you won't know.

You have never seen him before.

I just wrote a poem.

Wanna See?

No.

I won't let cha' see .

Neh Neh Neh

Poo Poo.

TOO BAD.

Good Bye.

Nice.

Airplanes.

I like Airplane Food.

Jie is a drop of urine.

I'm a piece of shit.

I'm Solid.

She's something that can evaporate anytime.

Hah.

Too Bad Jie.

Heehee.

Cool.

I love Happy Monsters!

2011-01-10T17:43:00.000+08:00

I love http://www.happymonsters.tumblr.com/ and http://www.jeansbeans.tumblr.com/. All the stuff they post are so cute and nice and I always go Yeah! That's what happens to me! when they write something I totally agree with.

OOH I LOVE THIS SHOW!

This is copied from weheartit, google, which was all originally from Happymonsters. Please do not use these images from my blog cause it may get ......you know........ Thank You. ( Copy from Google)

From Jeansbeans. Same thing, please use for the right purposes.

A tumblr I found. Tinydolls.tumblr.com. http://www.tinydolls.tumblr.com/

OOH I LOVE TUMBLR NOW~!

I hate it when my friends try to whisper to me when the teacher is watching.

Gako Geko Piong

2011-01-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hey Peeps, Me is BACK from Campfire! Damn fun. And guess What? WE WON FOR CLASS CHEER....Well, 2nd actually...BUT IT'S QUITE GOOD ALR FOR A NON-ENTHU CLASS YA NOE!
MY throat is damn sore but still it's worth it....I wonder what's inside the gift they gave us. What I'm pissed off with is that 1G1 won again. Sigh. Tradition cannot change huh? Anyway, I love Gako Geko Piong and Titanic and blah......OOH MY SIDE. Haha Campfire was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn:DD Although it was tiring. I don't really feel like writing cause it's kinda late so....Why don't I write down the names of my friends in 1C2 I made? Yeah!

1, Christine- So sweet and nice. Burmese!
2. Tasha ( Anastacia) - Hyper and super fun to be with:D
3. Chen Xi- Don't judge by her built, she a sports aleck!
4. Hai Ern- My CHIJ best bud, Lame but nice.
5. Theresa- Obsessed with potatoes, Cute but sometimes annoying.
6. Jia Yue- Cool and Fun. Scary when You don't know her.
7. Seraphina- Another Hongki lover, Sweet and Patient.
8. Sobanna- Determined and Courageous, She's one great leader.
9. Chang Jingwen- A Jean Look alike.
10.Reyna- She's Ok.
Me is tired. So I'll update next time. No vids of pics today, Can? Bye.

Day 3: Happy.

2011-01-06T18:46:00.000+08:00

It's Day 3 in school and everyone's preparing for Class Cheer. I'm Happy because I made friends with the RGS girl during The Quest. She was in my group and so we became friends. So, checklist please.

1. Slim down.

2. ~~Make new fwens in CGS.~~

3. Overcome my fear of Bernice O.o

4. Have fun.

5. Good results.

6. KIT with CHIJ fwens.

7. Be a good good girl.

8. Be a good good fwen.

9. Sleep earlier.

10. Lie less.

11. ~~TO MAKE 1C2 ENTHU AND TO KNOW EVERYONE IN 1C2 AND MAKE NICE RELATIONSHIPS WITH THEM~~
Yay, 2 down, 9 more to go.

So, The Quest, right. It's like many activities using water and stuff so everyone got soaked to the skin but we had fun. I hope C2 wins. C2 C2 go go go!:DD
And, our FT Mr Siow is damn know-how-to-change-topic-randomly-when-talking-about-something-else.
He was talking about how we are clever girls cause there are no normal stream, when he started talking about how smart China girls are, then about how expensive abalone is, then about wine, then about husband having affairs and wifes pulling their ear, ten about how Beer is cheaper than Coke in China, and then about Buddha jumps over the wall( A dish) , then about how Ice cream is cheaper than Water in France, then say: And my point is : There is only Express stream in CGS. See? Aiyo.....

Me and Christine were laughing so much. Oh and I thought Christine was China girl, but it turns out that she Myanmar-ise! Sorry I dunno what they're called.

I got a Booboo and it's hard to type so I'm gonna stop here . Annyeong!

LOL-ed.

Tired.

2011-01-05T19:09:00.000+08:00

Woah I'm sooooooooooooooooooooo damn tired today after sports try outs. My legs ache and my back hurts like hell. I don't fit into sports. Sports isn't Me. I can't do Sports. Anyway, we chose the Chairperson today too, and it was Tasha! YAY! Although, I'm a bit sad it wasn't me , it's ok cause Tasha's nice and can take care of the class well anyway. I became EL rap, so at least I got a place? Remember? Optimism! :D

Now the another Tired part. I'm tired of acting nice to the rgs girls and they treat me like I don't exist and somehow I can sense they don't like me. But I gotta try. Make friends with my enemies, then everyone is happy. So wish me luck people. I gotta win the Class Cheer, I wanna make friends with all my classmates and it ain't easy, but ENTHU! POSITIVE THINKING SETS ME RIGHT:DDDD

As the pic says " I'm a bit of a loner but that's alright with me" I like it!

SMILE!

Loneliness

2011-01-04T20:57:00.000+08:00

Finally, the day has arrived. First day of secondary school without anyone you know, and you are just a helpless little junior that no one cares. Emo much? Anyway, I really felt very lost today in CGS, because beside Haiern and Theresa, I don't know anyone in my class. Which sucks. Because I cannot survive without friends. And then so I mustered all my courage to act enthu, said hi to everyone, tried to make friends with them, and the plan totally backfired. Instead of another enthu " HI" back, I recieved plenty weird stares and mumbling and then a awkward " hi...." Argh! I wanna die! Although I act as if nothing happened and stuff, deep down there's an deep cut that will never be healed.....Just kidding.

Ok, I admit, I guess some people found me weird but at least I managed to make a few friends, I just can't remember their names. Heehee. Now I shall add a new new year resolution:

TO MAKE 1C2 ENTHU AND TO KNOW EVERYONE IN 1C2 AND MAKE NICE RELATIONSHIPS WITH THEM.

It's not gonna be easy, but I gotta try. I'm gonna be stuck with them for two years so best I make the most of whatever I have. YES! MUST STAY POSITIVE! :D

JIAYOU JEAN! YOU CAN DO IT!

I shall not post any videos or kpop pics cause that will ruin my mood. Don't ask me why just accept the fact. Thank YOU.

Tomorrow is doomsday.

2011-01-03T18:14:00.001+08:00

OMG OMG OMG! Me found out that Haiern and Theresa are in the same class! Yipee! But the bad thing is that my teacher is a dorky old guy. Bleh. But never mind, I'll make the best out of the worst. See? Posituve thinking works.

But in my mind, I'm freakin out inside cause it's your first DAY:D Once you ruin it, you don't get another chance! AH! I'm gonna die, better fit in or else +.+ <-------------------dead.

But one advice for people:

Yeah. Comforting. Psh.

Anyway, I had a nice dream last night. Shall I tell you? Hmmmm...I will probably forget so, best if I write it down now. Ok.

Once upon a time, there was a girl. Jean. And a prince. Hongki. Jean told Hongki I love you and Hongki said I love you too. The end.

Nice right! I know, its so nice I didn't want to wake up!

Anyway, last day of paradise. Bye peepos. I'll miss you. Wish me good luck!:D

Sweet khuntoria.

2011 here I come!

2011-01-02T00:02:00.000+08:00

Happy new year peepos! 1 just pushed 0 directly off our minds!

Poor 0, I'll miss you. Anyway, I'm gonna forget 2010 and begin a new life in 2011.

It seems like 2010 was just yesterday. Oh wait, it was. Sigh. Time passes so quickly.

Well, I cannot cannot do a New Year Resolution right, so here goes!

1. Slim down.
2. Make new fwens in CGS.
3. Overcome my fear of Bernice O.o
4. Have fun.
5. Good results.
6. KIT with CHIJ fwens.
7. Be a good good girl.
8. Be a good good fwen.
9. Sleep earlier.
10. Lie less.

Anymore? I don't know. 2 more minutes to 2/1/11. Woah so not familiar with writing the date now. Sigh.

Oh Oh, must watch this! So cute! The star and the last merchant in the christmas story! Children are so cute!

Well, I gtg. Annyeong! Sorry can't post Kpop pic of the day.

Actually I can. Funny right. But i don't really like SJ. Sorry elfs.

I could really use a wish right now

2010-12-31T16:07:00.000+08:00

Me am soo bored I wanna die. Me bored. Me bored. Me bored bored bored. Moi am bored. 我很闷。I could really use a wish right now to make my bored-ness disappear. Actually I have many things to complete. Watch Phineas and Ferb. heeheeheehee. Its showing from 2.30pm to 7.30pm ! Yipee! Do math assessment. Bleah. I'll give you as many cookies you want to do finish my math assessment.

I know you want that cookie cookie monster. DO MY MATH ASSESSMENT AND I'LL GIVE THEM TO YOU.

Ok Ok I'll give it to You. Here.

Awww, isn't he cute? ^^

Anyway, Me am bored. Still bored. -silence- STILL BORED~

Anyway, -anyway syndrome again- happy New Year's eve peepos! I'm going to watch Phineas and Ferb now!
Annyeong!

Look at Yuri's face.

No offence Yuri fans. It's just so hilarious.

Kidnap my heart

2010-12-30T18:31:00.000+08:00

Well, if you are reading this post, it means you would have noticed the blog moved sign, and yes, I have moved. Why? Cause brokenhearted-princess is kinda lame, don't cha think? So....my sis came up with a couple of names for me:

1.asdfghjkl-She says its cool cause you just have to press your hand over the second row of the letter keyboard to make it and no one would need to remember it. =.=

2. kiss and tell-it was kinda a nice idea, but we tried many times and different variations like( kiss-andtell, kiss-and-tell) and it was all taken, so......OUT.

3. Kidnap my heart- We got inspiration from a blogskin which the title was kidnap my heart and we had to try many variations too, to get a not taken blog name. Phew, at least I got it.

At first, my sister wanted, Iamjean, cause that was her blog name and she said it was cool. But i told her i wanted emo-ish ones, so she came up with this name. She didn't understand why I wanted emo-ish names, cause my posts aren't even emo. Somehow, I think my posts are lame......O.o

Gosh have my days been meaningless and boring. Boing.

I don't like doing anything. I'm lazy.

Awww, so cute don't cha think? She makes me go all awwwww-ish but I don't say it loud cause no one does actually. Me bored. Shall I post more baby photos? -moment of silence- Ok, i shall.

I feel like pinching his cheeks so BAD. -忍-

I know this ain't exactly a human baby, but it's sooooo a-daw-rawr-ble!!!! It looks cold....

Let mummy give you a hug.....

So innocent so cute!!!!! ^^

Gaaah baby panda!

Whatcha thinking bout? -Me want my chow chow- Lol jkjk.

Well, I think that's just about it. I haven't posted MV of the day for a very long time, eh?

Well, you know T-ara's new song, Yayaya?

Actually I like the other song better.

So I shall post that song.

Meet their new

member.

Quite pretty right? She's called: Ryu Hua Young.

She raps.

Catchy tune, very nice. 5 stars!!!!!!

Haha I've always liked funny Jokwon.

Awesome-ness

2010-12-29T19:01:00.000+08:00

BIG BANG IS AWESOME

FT ISLAND IS AWESOME

BEAST IS AWESOME

SHINEE IS AWESOME

2NE1 IS AWESOME

SNSD IS AWESOME

T-ARA IS AWESOME

KARA IS AWESOME

4MINUTE IS AWESOME

DGNA IS AWESOME

BUT THE MOST AWESOME IS....

HONGKI SARANGHAEYO.

Random scenes by Jean.

Haha ok I know i'm lame but I was bored!

I see Stars and Fairies

2010-12-28T19:18:00.000+08:00

Many things happened, where should I start. Alright, let's start from yesterday. 27/12/2010. aka My mum's birthday, aka day of stella's party. Well, in the morning, I woke up, did my blah blah stuff, then I switched on the computer and I had the urge to watch kevjumba videos, he's like my idol, besides Kpop idols or course, maybe the only american ( half american) i like. Ok, I think I know what you are thinking. I think you are thinking that I am racist, I think. Actually, I'm just trying to get you into the mood of racism. So that you can enjoy this video that I watched in the morning. By kevjumba. MY IDOL!:D

Ok, carry on. So, then I was like kinda late because I lost concept of time watching his vids, but I was early! YAY! I think you don't understand, so....never mind. Then, of course, I went to Stella's house. We watched dispecable <----- Don't know how to spell , ME. I love those minions! So adorable! Oh, it's despicable.

Oh, oh! I thought of Agnes too!

Hohoho I wanna die of cuteness. OH check out this one too.

I know what you're thinking again. NOT CUTE. But he's funny ^^

Ok I think you all are irritated already. I'll post the photos.

My mouth looks funny.

Woah, finally finished. This is gonna be a long post so if you don't wanna read, I don't blame you.

At night, we celebrated at some hilltop japanese restaurant and yeah it's kinda nice. Aww, my stomach's rumbling. Me hungry.
So, today, me and my mum went for facial. Ouch. So pain! My poor face. I hope my skin condition gets better after that 2.5 hours of torture. Wanna try?

Facial House

Click here to play this game

Why is there a long line. Forget it. I'm tired. I'm hungry. I'm tired and hungry. So, bye....

A kiss always helps.

New things

2010-12-23T22:41:00.000+08:00

I posted this because today, I went to Crescent Girl's to register:DD
I was so excited! New School leh! There were damn alot of Koreans there, I want to be friends with them! Included they are friendly and not stuck-up. Hehe. Then, Haiern and I went to sign up for Higher Chinese. So, there are like 80% chance we will be in the same class! YAY! Aww, I don't feel like writing so...I'll stop here.
Wait, Ijust remembered I went to cut my hair. Yeah shortened it and cut my fringe. I kept meddling with it because it was so awful! I just want to die! Someone kill me! Too short that it stands up! I'm not going to go out for the next few weeks.... When I go to secondary, I'm going to be humiliated by everyone and the next 4 years will be worse. I'm going to live in misery....

Anyway, later I went to Jurong Point to watch this.

Super Nice! And I was like commenting the whole way I think everyone in the theatre kinda got pissed off. Hehe. I don't care. It was like a musical, very nice. I don't feel like typing so....Ci-ao!

Beast is the B2st mv.

Haha the cool nerdy T.O.P.